sunshine above my head

hello peeps. i know i know its been a while now since i didnt update this blog. sorry. kind of busy with tumblr and facebook and i forgot that i have blogspot. hehe. sorry bloggie.

nothing much to say since im so blur because im so bored. its Chinese New Year people (and Valentine's day which i did not celebrate) and im stuck here in melaka. at first i dont want to go back in miri, but i realize i should go home. mummy wanted me to home because she's very worried that i'll be alone for 1 week here in emerald park. she seems like insisting me to go home but i did not want to. wuuu.

im jealous with my friends. all of them went back for CNY except for kay,zaza and bb. zaza is going to japan. OMFG! i really want to go there. :( kay is in KL with her family. wish my family would do the same. and bb. she's going to bukit gambang with tqah. everyone got their plan. including my brother. ngaaaa. im effing bored. tell me what should i do for this one week?

im bored looking at my laptop and im pretty sure that my laptop is bored with me too. i dont want to sleep because i cant sleep. i want to cook something but there is no food to be cooked in this house except for maggie mee. i need to do something but i dont know what. i've been listening to the same song for the past 3 days. oh God. what im supposed to do?

i know i know i've been telling u guys im bored yada yada yada. but that is what i feel right now. wish i have a car here in melaka. waaaaa.

oh ya. this is my last sem studying here as a diploma student. i'll be doing my practical next sem then finish. yay! and i dont know when i'll be back again. for degree of course. ngaa. i feel like im tired to study anymore. but just diploma is not enough. wuu.

im still searching places for me to do practical. ngaa. it's hard u know. there's not much choices in miri. when i email them they did not reply. im trying to apply at petronas but they did not answer my call. dammit. where can i do my practical in miri? ngaaaaaa.

ok2. i'll update again later. bye.

im sitting on my bed and wondering what to do. im staring at kek batik that i bought from pasar malam and the 7 up that has been opened. but i didnt touch them since the moment that i bring them into my bedroom. looking at it is not enough but im just too lazy to bring it up here next to me. i wish i have super power.

i have a great life right now. having someone that i've always wanted, having friends around me. thank you for being there. i wonder what would my life be if i didn't let the past go. it must be sucks. and i dont want my life to be sucks. i love now, current lifestory. because i can enjoy more than im used to. im almost 19 and i deserve to enjoy my life. when will i get the chance to enjoy after this? we live once in a lifetime. that is the only time to enjoy, do some crazy things, have experience and regret the wrong doings. in the end, that moment will make us smile when we reminisce it. right? past is the one who made us now. we may not realize it but think back. if we didnt do this do that would we be able to handle it now? although u might say " i know how to handle it. i've heard it b4," it is not enough. u have to experience it then u'll know how to handle for the next time. but there are things that u cant experiment to gain the experience. u have to think twice or maybe lots of time to experience it. dont if u dont dare. dont be a daredevil. it might harm u. physically or emotionally.

i need to stop. before i talk about something that is not actually related. bye. :)

hello n hello

im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.

i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(

i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.

hey. gtg. babai.:)