sunshine above my head

hello there strangers!
*kruk kruk kruk*

hello dear blog, im sorry i did not  post much since the latest post that i have wrote. but now im back. temporary. so here i am, wanting to write some stuff that happen in my life which someday i might forget.

in 2 days time, i will be handling my rabbits to their new owner. It is actually, heartbreaking i must say. this is because i have been with them since they were born and some since their previous owner give to my bf. They are my sunshine, they brighten my life. I never expect it to happen so quickly. but somehow, i have to let them go. I give them to the new owner because after this semester, i will be going for internship and no one can take care of them. Even if i still keep them during that practical time, i still have to let them go because the next semester after my internship, it will be my final semester and then i am back for good.

i could not bring my rabbits back to my hometown because my mum does not allow me to have any pets at home. Here, in Melaka, is the only place that i can have a pet (in my case pets). Even though i have not give them to the new owner, i am starting to miss them. i wont get to see them whenever i going out, or going back (except for yoko because my bf wants him), i cant feed them anymore during the day and night, i wont be seeing them playing and fighting in front of the house, i wont see Juno bugging me whenever i clean their cage, i wont be able to see them running and jumping happily, i wont see Mochi tear off the newspaper and chasing Juno and Wonka, i wont see Hachi sit in the food bowl and whenever i take her down, she will go into the bowl again, i wont be seeing them eating all the time and excited whenever i give them hays and vegetables, i wont be able to pick them up and kiss them as i always do, whenever i want to, i cant pet Yuri whenever she lowers her head when i open her cage, i wont get to see them standing and laying down like a superman, and so much more.

i love them so very much. i did think i should not have them as my pet in the first place, but this is something that i always wanted and i am very happy that i bought Yoko and Yuri at the first place and Yuri give birth to Mochi and Hachi. i am so very glad that i accept Wonka when she was given by her previous owner and she give birth to Juno. i know i still have Yoko with me but i am gonna miss them so very much. no more calling them whenever i am bored.

i hope their new owner can take care of them better than me, then i will feel happy that they are in good hand and will be happy. as for me, all i can do is be strong. :')