im sitting on my bed and wondering what to do. im staring at kek batik that i bought from pasar malam and the 7 up that has been opened. but i didnt touch them since the moment that i bring them into my bedroom. looking at it is not enough but im just too lazy to bring it up here next to me. i wish i have super power.
i have a great life right now. having someone that i've always wanted, having friends around me. thank you for being there. i wonder what would my life be if i didn't let the past go. it must be sucks. and i dont want my life to be sucks. i love now, current lifestory. because i can enjoy more than im used to. im almost 19 and i deserve to enjoy my life. when will i get the chance to enjoy after this? we live once in a lifetime. that is the only time to enjoy, do some crazy things, have experience and regret the wrong doings. in the end, that moment will make us smile when we reminisce it. right? past is the one who made us now. we may not realize it but think back. if we didnt do this do that would we be able to handle it now? although u might say " i know how to handle it. i've heard it b4," it is not enough. u have to experience it then u'll know how to handle for the next time. but there are things that u cant experiment to gain the experience. u have to think twice or maybe lots of time to experience it. dont if u dont dare. dont be a daredevil. it might harm u. physically or emotionally.
i need to stop. before i talk about something that is not actually related. bye. :)
holidays.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
at
8:02 PM
hello n hello
im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.
i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(
i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.
hey. gtg. babai.:)
im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.
i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(
i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.
hey. gtg. babai.:)
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
at
7:15 PM
awk pernah bertanya
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"
biar saya bgtahu awk.
walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,
smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.
i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"
biar saya bgtahu awk.
walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,
smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.
i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)
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