sunshine above my head

Hello. :)

Let me tell u how’s this year’s raya. Let me start from the first day that I arrived.

The arrival:

Going to lcct by myself. Naik bas. Jumpa member kat lcct. Hang out dgn die. Jumpe senior dulu, harry, lepak dgn die gak. Flight delay. Sampai miri 9. 45.

1^st day at miri:

Keluar dgn pina, bai,steph and syuk. Pegi parkson. Jalan2. Lamak x nangga parkson ba. Sushi king dah bkk. Jalan2 ambik gmbr. Kakya sungkey kat madli. Lambat alu jak service. Aiya. Kakya blt la. Mok ambik abg kat airport. Jumpa kinah dgn adik nya.

2^nd day:

Keluar jap g parkson. Pkl 2 gya blt. Mlm g mkn dgn abg n mummy. Kakya g parkson. Ndak alah2 parkson nak? Gne nak mlh. Mummy beli brg. Then blt.

3^rd day:

Keluar dgn bb. Mekorg 2 jak. G Kevin dkt dgn boulevard. Pk tek Kevin ya dlm boulevard. Paduhal luar jak. Bb nak mlh treatment. Kakya g boulevard mekorg. Nya nak carik brg. Kakya g esplanade. X tauk cne gk nak g. kakya around 4 ka 5 blt. Mlm lkk sungkey g umah nenek. Mummy nak masak2 cya. Nasib ada anip.

Hari raya:

Bgn pagi mummy kejutkan. Mandik pa indah tlg nyusun kek. Kakya g umah nenek jap nak ambik brg. Nangga bulat@ aci @ hy tdo. Kakya blt umah gk then salam2. G stesen lok. Dah settle g umah nenek gk. Salam2. Then g kubur. Agak nek yah. Kakya g kpg sblh daddy. Agak kubur gk then g umah nenek. Then g beraya. Kakya balit. Tdo. :D

2^nd day :

Bgn xtauk pkl brapa. Pina msg tnyk free x pkl 5. Azmi ada open house. Mekduak brjanji nak k baju sama. Nak ambik gamba. Pkl 5 g ambik dak lain2 g umah bb lok kakya bok g umah azmi. Mkn2 lepak2 cya tggu daknya nunggu org kakya blt nganta daknya. Camya jak la.

3^rd day:

G agak eda. Raya umah nya lok kakya g opne house umah bb. Temu dak reshman fid man fairuz kiki n qisti n tkah cya. Lamak juak la mekorg cya. Kakya g agak umah fid. Anak buah nya ya nang gaok la. Tetak ajak nangga olah nya. Kecik2 dah camya. Pusak fid. Yabie. Bob namanya. Gemok alu. Kiut eh. Tp kdk mls jak. Ahaha.

4^th day:

G raya dgn dak kinah. Janji kol 9 tp ntah kol brapa bok kuar. Ahah. G umah taha kakya g umah effa kakya g umah ika g umah ace g umah din g umah qaz g umah kinah. Sempat gk mekorg g marina bay. Qaz nak brgamba cya. Aku blt lkk g umah kinah. Daddy mbk g raya. G umah kwn nya. Kakya blt.

5^th day :

Pagi g dentist. Mlh appointment. Tp ramey org. nya soh agak tgh ari. Kakya g mkn. Then lepak di tman bulatan jap. Nak ambik gamba di playground. Kakya g parkson. Ambik gamba. Nang xda keja la mekorg tok. Kakya g mkn cendol indah g GOL la. Kakya bok pegi dentist. Nak ngato braces. Nya ngikis apa ndak ka. Adoiii. Ngiluk asa ba. Kakya g ambik eda then g marina then g esplanade. Kakya blt anta man ambik anip anta eda kakya g pasa mlm. Then blt.

6^th day :

Suppose picnic tp ujan. Sob sob. Picnic di umah pina ajak la. Ahah. Kakya ada mkn2 kat umah dgn nenek. Packing brg nak balit on the next day. :D

7^th day

Back to Melaka. :D

hello hello. i just came back from a date with john. semangat x aku nak update blog. ahaha. :D im wearing the dress that i bought when going out with kay and dila at kitschen the other day. agagaga.

the date started at 5. going to bazaar peringgit to buy serunding for mummy. sumpah peik giler. org pandang. lepas tu dpt paper from org mane tah pasal aurat. ahaha. diorg bg dgn org yg tertentu je. aku la salah seorg nya. ahaha. biar la. haih.

then going to dataran pahlawan. shopping for nenek. i wanted to buy something for her. we've been to lots of shops and couldnt find the right one. last2 ktorg g baleno. agagaga. i saw something at vincci. a shoe. a really cute shoe that i really want but i didnt buy it. idky i dont buy that shoe. maybe because that is my personality. i saw something that i want but i wont buy it at that time. then we're going to big apple to buy some donuts. then we're going to old town. the place where i first met afiq. ahaha. i eat nasi lemak and he ate hor fun mee. then we go to tribe because he wanted to buy an earing. then both of us go meet comot at the parking lot. agagaga. we ate that big apple donut in comot. at 9 we're going to gsc to watch up. hehe. ckit gler org tgk. ahaha. i wish time stop at that moment.

i'll be leaving melaka in few more hours. im so gonna miss him. take care syg. i love u so much. wait for me. hush now syg. i'll be home soon. dont worry. it wont be long. u wont realize it. i love u b! i love u so much!

hello. lets talk crap. im so bored. ngaaaa.

actually i dont know what to write. but im bored. i dont know what to do. i wanted to make some art. but i dont know what to make and whom i shall give. ngaa. i did have something in my mind but i dont have enough equipment. i wish that shop is near to my place here. ngaaaa.

im listening to hari raya song. mira has been playing it since she woke up just now. ahaha. i dont know the name of the song but i know that song. haih. hari raya will be coming soon. few more days. few more days people!

fb sucks nowadays. it is used to be the best site, site where people meet people. since a lot of people using fb it become sucks. i dont know how to say it. but the word that i can describe fb is sucks. mwahahaha.

i text my good old friend just now. its been a while since i last text her. agaga. sorry pina. bz and i didnt top up my digi. nobody contact me through that number. because nobody know. agagaga. i cant wait to go home in miri. i cant wait to meet her. she said " agk aku terus mun sampe" ahaha. of course of course. thank god our house is near. cant wait to hear all the stories from her. agagaga. i wonder where are all my other friends? i know they'll be coming back and i cant wait. im waiting for u guys on 17. agagaga.

i didnt finish reading thanks for the memories. i dont have the time to read it. ahaha. sorry.

im bored im bored im bored. ngaaaaa. tell me what should i do.

ive read john's blog about the balloon. ahaha. dont worry la syg. im ok now. ok?

miao miao. ngaaaa. oh ya. presentation is just like that. some did it so simple until i said " tu je? " out loud. ask yan. i did say it. ahaha. another group didnt do well because they did not combine the animation. if they combine it then the animation will be ok.

ngaaa. i dont have the mood to study. i know i wont study if im in miri. but. haih. idk la. my first exam is MIS and its hard. hopefuly i can do it. sob sob.

im craving for cupcake. mane aku nak cari cupcake ni? ngaa.

dah la. before i talk more i should stop.

few more days nak raya. either sabtu or ahad (eh? aku pun xtaw). dan aku pun x lama lagi nak balik (dari hr tu dah aku ckp camni kan? nak buat camne. dah excited nak balik). ahaha.

rindu masa dulu2. zaman aku masih sklh lagi. dulu selalu g terawih dgn pina. every night. kecuali masa tertentu. anda paham la kan? ahah. aku ingat lagi kejadian dkt surau. ish. bongok ar. ahaha. lepas terawih lepak rumah pina. xnak balik terus. lepak cte2. walaupun everyday jumpe ktorg ttp ade cte gak. ahah. dah dekat2 nak raya join adik die main bunga api. ktorg penah letak mercun dlm tong sampah jiran then tutup. meletup sampai terbkk penutup. ahaha. nasib jiran tu x nampak. dlm longkang pun ade gak kot ktorg lepak. ahaha. mcm2 mercun la ktorg main. aku pun xtaw dr mane la diorg dpt. masa raya pun still main gak. mcm x pandai hbs plak mercun tu. aku ingat lagi dulu ktorg g raya kat rumah kwn2 kat jalan ktorg tu. jalan kaki ramai2. best giler. lepa tu tkt2 kalau tgk anjng. especially aku. ahaha. trauma la. :D

bab2 kuih raya aku suke. dulu ar. skrg dah x rasa dah. dulu aku slalu tlg mummy buat kek. mummy buat ptg2 camtu. kdg2 lepas brbuka terus buat. dan kdg2 gak lepas sahur pun mummy buat gak. kesian mummy. byk gler buat dulu. buat biskut gak. aku suke duduk kat dapur mase tu. nenek aku plak goreng kacang dgn ikan bilis, kacang rempah dan lain2. aku suke kacau adunan yg mak aku buat. aku suke kalau bab2 kacau ni. kalau yg letak color2 tu lagi aku suke. sbb ade color. ahaha. aku ingat lagi mak aku buat chocolate chip cookies. mcm chipsmore tp lagi sedap. aku ingat lagi satu pagi tu aku bgn2 je terus ambik biskut tu. x puasa. ahaha. dah nak raya biskut tu pun nak hbs. ahaha. aku dgn abg aku suke satu biskut ni. aku lupe plak nama biskut tu tp dlm biskut tu ade koko krunch. favourite ktorg! salu beli je dr org. kalau beli mesti ktorg beli byk. satu botol xkan tahan sampai hari raya. 2 3 hari dah hbs. ahaha. nak blaja ar camne buat biskut tu. haa. kalau aku g rumah pina aku akan makan biskut sarang semut je. yg lain xnak. sbb biskut tu menggoda aku hbskan satu balang. ahaha. waaa. aku rindu kek coklat mummy. hopefully taun ni die buat. last year aunty aku buat lain ckit rasa die. aku, abg aku n cousin aku suke kek tu. diorg dtg rumah mesti mkn tu. dan kek tu gak la yg cepat hbs. bknnya sbb org yg dtg. sbb aku n abg aku mkn. ahaha. :D

aku n abg aku slalu argue pasal sape yg kena serve. kalau org dtg mesti sorg srh sorg. ahaha. last2 die gak yg buat. ahaha. aku pulak tukang kire brape org yg dtg. aku tkt ckit kalau bwk dulang yg ade byk air. kalau bwk dulang camtu same rasanya dgn aku bwk seplastik telur. ahaha.

pagi raya slalu mummy yg kejutkan. bgn tlg die ptg kek n bahagi mknn. mummy slalu masak daging itam. alaa. mcm daging kicap ar. ktorg je panggil daging itam sbb gelap. ahaha. lepas tu daddy mesti masak kari ayam die. sedapp. sbb daddy guna dapur kayu. tu yg aku suke. die masak kat kebun die. masak guna kayu api lagi sedap dr masak guna dapur gas. xtaw korg ar. tp aku suke. ahaha. aku slalu jd tukang susun kek dkt tpt kek. mummy yg ptg ar. colek2 ar ckit kek masa tu. :D biskut, kacang pun aku yg kena letak dlm balang. ye la. sape lagi nak tlg pagi tu. abg n daddy g semayang raya kann. setiap kali raya aku mmg kena tugaskan buat smua ni. dan yg paling slalu aku kena buat gak ialah kena bagi mknn kat jiran sblh. ahaha. lame gler aku x jumpa diorg. ye la. aku x balik lagi kot. ape la aku merepek nih. ahaha. ktorg salu bg kelupis dgn daging itam tu ar. kalau mummy ade masak lain (selalunya ade tp every raya lain) bagi gak ar. ahaha.

baju raya plak. ktorg x pnh pakai sedondon. kan slalu family 1st day raya pakai sedondon. abg dgn daddy ade bj yg color same tp x pakai sama hari. kecuali mmg trpakai same la. aku dgn mak aku x pnh pakai bj color same. hampir2 tu ade kot. aku pun x ingat. i wonder taun ni mcm mane la rupe bj raya aku. mummy ckp dah siap. wee. x sbr nak balik tgk. agagaga.

first day raya selalunya g rumah nenek kt sblh mummy dulu. sbb dkt. mkn2 kat situ dulu. jumpa cousin aunty smua. lepas tu ktorg ramai2 g kubur nek yah. rindu dgn nek yah. since nek yah meninggal raya dah lain dah. x dgr lagi nek yah bising2 dgn nek ti. x dgr lagi nek yah panggil ktorg. x dgr lagi nek yah gelak. x tgk lagi nek yah duduk dkt tpt die. x tgk lagi nek yah kat dapur dan byk lagi. rindu dgn maggie ayam n milo yg nek yah buat. aku masih teringat lagi masa nek yah hembus nafas terakhirnya. aku ade kt situ dan aku hanya mampu melihat. skrg ktorg mampu ziarah die kt kubur n sedekahkan yassin je. semoga roh nek yah dicucuri rahmat. amin.

lepas g rumah nenek sblh mummy g sblh daddy plak. jauh gak ar. daddy slalu srh abg drive tp mummy mesti x bagi sbb abg x biase drive. ahaha. kdg2 ktorg g rumah nenek dulu baru g kubur. kdg2 g kubur dulu br g rumah nenek. aku x knl sgt ayah daddy. sbb aku lahir je die dah xde (kot. aku pun xtaw). lepas g rumah nenek ktorg akan g rumah adik bradik daddy n cousin die. mmg makan byk ar. menu yg ade every house ialah kari dan kelupis and ketupat. ahaha. lepas dah g smua rumah yg daddy nak g ktorg pun balik.

mcm tu la raya aku selalunya. hari raya mcm dah x meriah dah. aku pun xtaw asal. org dah xnak celebrate hari raya ke? aku nak hari raya mcm dulu2.

hello. its almost 5.30. and i cant sleep. im typing this blog in the dark. sbb mira tgh tdo. :D

i've finished my assignment. yeah! *running in circle and scream then banging head to the wall* cuma tinggal nak buat draft design je. haih. xpe. just draft design. documentation dah siap. grr. nervous. hopefully miss will accept that flash animation. pray for me people. kalau x terima mmg aku cekik2 miss. haha. jk jk. nak mampus blh la aku buat. haih. monday will come soon. jeng jeng jeng. *bite nails*

actually im bored and i dont have anything to write. blank. so forgive me for the random story ok. anything that came to my mind i will type it. agagagaga.

i miss john. i miss that moment. the best moment that both of us wanted it again and again and again and again and again and again. until after life. can we have it again and stop the time at that moment?pretttyy pleassseee.

john demam. kesian john. jangkit dr aku kot. ahah. get well soon syg. mkn ubat. jgn degil ok?:D

monday then tuesday then wednesday. counting days to be home in miri. tp rasa sedih pulak nak tgglkan melaka. agagaga. dont worry. i'll be back. but have to wait for 1 week plus la. :D

dah. enough. sebelum aku ckp bkn2. byee. :)

hello hello. its 4 am and i cant sleep. haih. i just finished eating telur sos. kak syelly's recipe actually but i cooked it. because she already asleep. hehe. luckily i can cook it but not exactly like how she cooked. hehe.

few more days and i'll be home in miri. leaving john here in malacca. im so gonna miss u b. dont worry. i'll be home soon. just wait. and we can celebrate hari raya together. take care of yourself ok? :)

i wont forget today. :)

i woke up at 2 because i sleep the night before. as usual i opened my laptop and on9. then john msg me telling he's home alone. he didnt follow his mum and his siblings to KLIA. he asked me to berbuka with him. after a while he pick me up and went to his house. we watched the hot chick at his house. then at 6.30 we cooked together. i cooked nasi goreng paprik and he cooked ayam goreng kunyit. its our first time cooking with each other. i wont forget that moment syg. thanks for the ayam kunyit and ice blended ribena plus lychee.

after we berbuka we go to fetched afiq at his house and went to melaka central to send dilalalala. kay,sara n dayat were also there. after sending dila i went back to ep but after a while john called saying he wanted to go to kay's house. he picked me up and we go to kay's house. hang out for a while watching hindraf the movie and more. at 12 going to abrar.

kay will be leaving soon. she's going back to bintulu. sob sob. why she can go home early and i cant? oh. i forget. i have flash presentation. grrr. bye kayy. see u after hari raya. selamat hari raya kay. maaf zahir dan batin. get well soon k?

fuhh. this few days gonna be a hectic few days. the assignment have been uploaded. its a group work. but the 'best' part is. our work mus be handwritten. thank God its a 10 marks and the question is not soo damn hard. it an ok ok hard. every question must be in different handwriting. adooii. thank God i've finished my flash. only the summary i havent finished yet.

adoii. lots of work to do. haih.

ok. enough. i have to do my assignments. wish me luck people. :)

I have never been like this before. I am really happy with you. Sumpah tak tipu. Kenapa baru skrg I jumpa u? Why do I have to suffer before I met u? Why do I have to be hurt and cursed for a lot of times before I met u? It happened for a reason kan syg? I am really glad that I have met u. you are my sunshine, my everything. Allah je taw how much I love n care about u, syg. I’m not as sweet as honey bee. I am not the best person in the whole wide world. But I am me. You accept me for who I am, regardless of whom I am in the past. You are different from anyone else that I’ve met before. You are the greatest syg. I x tipu. Compare to my past bf, u are the best syg. I x pnh sehappy ni dgn diorg pun. I wish that I’ve met u before I met them. U brightens my day. Thank you for the memories syg. You give me lots of sweet memories. I will keep it inside my mind always. If one day I lost my memory, I know that I don’t have to worry much. Because I’ve got u that will always remind me of what we used to be. Skrg I pelupa pun you selalu ingatkan i. thank you syg. You are the best. Best I’ve ever had. Every time we’re together I wish that time stop at that moment. I love spending time with you. I appreciate every moment we’re together; dancing in the rain, hang out with our friends; kay, dila, yan, sara, afiq, helmi, khairil, dayat, daus, afiq and acap, going to bazaar with mira, kak syelly and intan, asam pedas with mira, movies with apit, kak ngah and kak long, khairil sister’s wedding, and more. Thank you for the pictures, ring, juno soundtrack, pizza, ribena ice blended and your time. I hope and wish we will last long, forever and ever.

Ya Allah, syukur Alhamdulillah. Kau telah berikan hambaMu ini seseorg yg telah lama dicari. Aku berdoa kepadaMu ya Allah berikanlah kami kebahagiaan yg tidak pernah kami kecapi selama ini.

Ya Allah, aku berdoa kepadaMu jadikanlah dia org yg terakhir, yg akan bersama dgn aku hingga akhir hayat.

Amin.

from syaniza bt rali to syuja'uddin bin shahruddin