im sitting on my bed and wondering what to do. im staring at kek batik that i bought from pasar malam and the 7 up that has been opened. but i didnt touch them since the moment that i bring them into my bedroom. looking at it is not enough but im just too lazy to bring it up here next to me. i wish i have super power.
i have a great life right now. having someone that i've always wanted, having friends around me. thank you for being there. i wonder what would my life be if i didn't let the past go. it must be sucks. and i dont want my life to be sucks. i love now, current lifestory. because i can enjoy more than im used to. im almost 19 and i deserve to enjoy my life. when will i get the chance to enjoy after this? we live once in a lifetime. that is the only time to enjoy, do some crazy things, have experience and regret the wrong doings. in the end, that moment will make us smile when we reminisce it. right? past is the one who made us now. we may not realize it but think back. if we didnt do this do that would we be able to handle it now? although u might say " i know how to handle it. i've heard it b4," it is not enough. u have to experience it then u'll know how to handle for the next time. but there are things that u cant experiment to gain the experience. u have to think twice or maybe lots of time to experience it. dont if u dont dare. dont be a daredevil. it might harm u. physically or emotionally.
i need to stop. before i talk about something that is not actually related. bye. :)
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