just for you. :)

Sunday, November 15, 2009 at 2:42 AM

i love you.
that is the word that i will never get tired to say to you.
because im deeply in love with u.
seriously i do.

we've been through ups and downs a lot
and that wont make us separated.
i will stand by your side.
no matter how hard it will looks like
no matter what it could cost me
because you are the only one that i want.
only you and no one else.

i love you
i cherish you
i adore you.
even before you ask me the question
even before i answered yes to the question
i know you are the one for me

you are the reason for me
to wake up every morning
to continue living my life
you are my sunshine
you are my brightest star at night
you are my everything.

i love you.
this feelings won't fade away
because it will be stronger
for the rest of my life.

i love you syuja'uddin shahruddin.
thank you.
for loving me too. :)

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oh.

Thursday, November 12, 2009 at 10:58 PM

kosong.

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what more can i say?

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 at 7:39 AM
hello dear bloggie.

i cant online in my room. since the internet sucks. or maybe it is just my laptop. ngaaa. lepas format terus xleh on9. ngaaaa. skrg tgh tggu streamyx. tp x dpt lagi. ngaaa

im having surgery. i didnt expect i have to go for a surgery but i have too. i dont know when. ngaaa. lots of things to settle. wish me luck people.

a lot of things has changed. i dont know why. some seems better some seems worse. what's wrong? why did this happened? i know u might say it happened for a reason. but some is getting worse. what is the reason for something to get worse?

this sem im having introduction to international business subject since it wont be offered in the next sem which is the last sem for me. the lecturer which is mr thevendran is good at his job. i love his class. seriously. it is fun though. he treat us like adults not children. he didnt teach us using slides. he gaves us some activities which is fun and make us open our mind. :D

enough for today.
i'll tell u more later.




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life?

Friday, October 16, 2009 at 8:00 AM
im sitting on my bed and wondering what to do. im staring at kek batik that i bought from pasar malam and the 7 up that has been opened. but i didnt touch them since the moment that i bring them into my bedroom. looking at it is not enough but im just too lazy to bring it up here next to me. i wish i have super power.

i have a great life right now. having someone that i've always wanted, having friends around me. thank you for being there. i wonder what would my life be if i didn't let the past go. it must be sucks. and i dont want my life to be sucks. i love now, current lifestory. because i can enjoy more than im used to. im almost 19 and i deserve to enjoy my life. when will i get the chance to enjoy after this? we live once in a lifetime. that is the only time to enjoy, do some crazy things, have experience and regret the wrong doings. in the end, that moment will make us smile when we reminisce it. right? past is the one who made us now. we may not realize it but think back. if we didnt do this do that would we be able to handle it now? although u might say " i know how to handle it. i've heard it b4," it is not enough. u have to experience it then u'll know how to handle for the next time. but there are things that u cant experiment to gain the experience. u have to think twice or maybe lots of time to experience it. dont if u dont dare. dont be a daredevil. it might harm u. physically or emotionally.

i need to stop. before i talk about something that is not actually related. bye. :)

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holidays.

Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 8:02 PM
hello n hello

im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.

i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(

i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.

hey. gtg. babai.:)

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more than words

Tuesday, October 6, 2009 at 7:15 PM

awk pernah bertanya
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"

biar saya bgtahu awk.

walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,

smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.

i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)



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in loving memory

Tuesday, September 29, 2009 at 4:05 AM

betapa sedihnya pabila mendgr khabar berita tersebut
tidak sangka hari itulah hari yg terakhir
kita berjumpa
kita bersama
mungkin inilah takdir kita
tidak ku sangka kita harus lalui begini

maaf aku tidak dpt bertemu buat kali terakhir
walaupun aku dpt
mungkin aku tdk mampu
susah utk ku melihat kau pergi begitu sahaja
tp apakan daya
aku terpaksa menerima

terima kasih atas jasa yg kau telah berikan.
akan aku hargai sepanjang hidupku.
terima kasih.

selamat tinggal wahai rexton. semoga kita bertemu di lain hari lagi. :(




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