im sitting on my bed and wondering what to do. im staring at kek batik that i bought from pasar malam and the 7 up that has been opened. but i didnt touch them since the moment that i bring them into my bedroom. looking at it is not enough but im just too lazy to bring it up here next to me. i wish i have super power.
i have a great life right now. having someone that i've always wanted, having friends around me. thank you for being there. i wonder what would my life be if i didn't let the past go. it must be sucks. and i dont want my life to be sucks. i love now, current lifestory. because i can enjoy more than im used to. im almost 19 and i deserve to enjoy my life. when will i get the chance to enjoy after this? we live once in a lifetime. that is the only time to enjoy, do some crazy things, have experience and regret the wrong doings. in the end, that moment will make us smile when we reminisce it. right? past is the one who made us now. we may not realize it but think back. if we didnt do this do that would we be able to handle it now? although u might say " i know how to handle it. i've heard it b4," it is not enough. u have to experience it then u'll know how to handle for the next time. but there are things that u cant experiment to gain the experience. u have to think twice or maybe lots of time to experience it. dont if u dont dare. dont be a daredevil. it might harm u. physically or emotionally.
i need to stop. before i talk about something that is not actually related. bye. :)
holidays.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
at
8:02 PM
hello n hello
im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.
i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(
i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.
hey. gtg. babai.:)
im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.
i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(
i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.
hey. gtg. babai.:)
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more than words
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
at
7:15 PM
awk pernah bertanya
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"
biar saya bgtahu awk.
walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,
smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.
i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"
biar saya bgtahu awk.
walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,
smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.
i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)
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in loving memory
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
at
4:05 AM
betapa sedihnya pabila mendgr khabar berita tersebut
tidak sangka hari itulah hari yg terakhir
kita berjumpa
kita bersama
mungkin inilah takdir kita
tidak ku sangka kita harus lalui begini
maaf aku tidak dpt bertemu buat kali terakhir
walaupun aku dpt
mungkin aku tdk mampu
susah utk ku melihat kau pergi begitu sahaja
tp apakan daya
aku terpaksa menerima
terima kasih atas jasa yg kau telah berikan.
akan aku hargai sepanjang hidupku.
terima kasih.
selamat tinggal wahai rexton. semoga kita bertemu di lain hari lagi. :(
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short one.
Monday, September 28, 2009
at
9:47 PM
its our 2nd monthsary.
dan kami berdua ada exam hari ini.
sob sob.
xpat nak enjoy.
xpala. gne nak mlh.
:)
hopefully both of us will last long.
i love you so much b.
no words can describe how much i love u.
im speechless.
:)
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hari raya.
at
9:35 PM
Hello. :)
Let me tell u how’s this year’s raya. Let me start from the first day that I arrived.
The arrival:
Going to lcct by myself. Naik bas. Jumpa member kat lcct. Hang out dgn die. Jumpe senior dulu, harry, lepak dgn die gak. Flight delay. Sampai miri 9. 45.
1st day at miri:
Keluar dgn pina, bai,steph and syuk. Pegi parkson. Jalan2. Lamak x nangga parkson ba. Sushi king dah bkk. Jalan2 ambik gmbr. Kakya sungkey kat madli. Lambat alu jak service. Aiya. Kakya blt la. Mok ambik abg kat airport. Jumpa kinah dgn adik nya.
2nd day:
Keluar jap g parkson. Pkl 2 gya blt. Mlm g mkn dgn abg n mummy. Kakya g parkson. Ndak alah2 parkson nak? Gne nak mlh. Mummy beli brg. Then blt.
3rd day:
Keluar dgn bb. Mekorg 2 jak. G Kevin dkt dgn boulevard. Pk tek Kevin ya dlm boulevard. Paduhal luar jak. Bb nak mlh treatment. Kakya g boulevard mekorg. Nya nak carik brg. Kakya g esplanade. X tauk cne gk nak g. kakya around 4 ka 5 blt. Mlm lkk sungkey g umah nenek. Mummy nak masak2 cya. Nasib ada anip.
Hari raya:
Bgn pagi mummy kejutkan. Mandik pa indah tlg nyusun kek. Kakya g umah nenek jap nak ambik brg. Nangga bulat@ aci @ hy tdo. Kakya blt umah gk then salam2. G stesen lok. Dah settle g umah nenek gk. Salam2. Then g kubur. Agak nek yah. Kakya g kpg sblh daddy. Agak kubur gk then g umah nenek. Then g beraya. Kakya balit. Tdo. :D
2nd day :
Bgn xtauk pkl brapa. Pina msg tnyk free x pkl 5. Azmi ada open house. Mekduak brjanji nak k baju sama. Nak ambik gamba. Pkl 5 g ambik dak lain2 g umah bb lok kakya bok g umah azmi. Mkn2 lepak2 cya tggu daknya nunggu org kakya blt nganta daknya. Camya jak la.
3rd day:
G agak eda. Raya umah nya lok kakya g opne house umah bb. Temu dak reshman fid man fairuz kiki n qisti n tkah cya. Lamak juak la mekorg cya. Kakya g agak umah fid. Anak buah nya ya nang gaok la. Tetak ajak nangga olah nya. Kecik2 dah camya. Pusak fid. Yabie. Bob namanya. Gemok alu. Kiut eh. Tp kdk mls jak. Ahaha.
4th day:
G raya dgn dak kinah. Janji kol 9 tp ntah kol brapa bok kuar. Ahah. G umah taha kakya g umah effa kakya g umah ika g umah ace g umah din g umah qaz g umah kinah. Sempat gk mekorg g marina bay. Qaz nak brgamba cya. Aku blt lkk g umah kinah. Daddy mbk g raya. G umah kwn nya. Kakya blt.
5th day :
Pagi g dentist. Mlh appointment. Tp ramey org. nya soh agak tgh ari. Kakya g mkn. Then lepak di tman bulatan jap. Nak ambik gamba di playground. Kakya g parkson. Ambik gamba. Nang xda keja la mekorg tok. Kakya g mkn cendol indah g GOL la. Kakya bok pegi dentist. Nak ngato braces. Nya ngikis apa ndak ka. Adoiii. Ngiluk asa ba. Kakya g ambik eda then g marina then g esplanade. Kakya blt anta man ambik anip anta eda kakya g pasa mlm. Then blt.
6th day :
Suppose picnic tp ujan. Sob sob. Picnic di umah pina ajak la. Ahah. Kakya ada mkn2 kat umah dgn nenek. Packing brg nak balit on the next day. :D
7th day
Back to Melaka. :D
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our day. :)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
at
9:17 AM
hello hello. i just came back from a date with john. semangat x aku nak update blog. ahaha. :D im wearing the dress that i bought when going out with kay and dila at kitschen the other day. agagaga.
the date started at 5. going to bazaar peringgit to buy serunding for mummy. sumpah peik giler. org pandang. lepas tu dpt paper from org mane tah pasal aurat. ahaha. diorg bg dgn org yg tertentu je. aku la salah seorg nya. ahaha. biar la. haih.
then going to dataran pahlawan. shopping for nenek. i wanted to buy something for her. we've been to lots of shops and couldnt find the right one. last2 ktorg g baleno. agagaga. i saw something at vincci. a shoe. a really cute shoe that i really want but i didnt buy it. idky i dont buy that shoe. maybe because that is my personality. i saw something that i want but i wont buy it at that time. then we're going to big apple to buy some donuts. then we're going to old town. the place where i first met afiq. ahaha. i eat nasi lemak and he ate hor fun mee. then we go to tribe because he wanted to buy an earing. then both of us go meet comot at the parking lot. agagaga. we ate that big apple donut in comot. at 9 we're going to gsc to watch up. hehe. ckit gler org tgk. ahaha. i wish time stop at that moment.
i'll be leaving melaka in few more hours. im so gonna miss him. take care syg. i love u so much. wait for me. hush now syg. i'll be home soon. dont worry. it wont be long. u wont realize it. i love u b! i love u so much!
the date started at 5. going to bazaar peringgit to buy serunding for mummy. sumpah peik giler. org pandang. lepas tu dpt paper from org mane tah pasal aurat. ahaha. diorg bg dgn org yg tertentu je. aku la salah seorg nya. ahaha. biar la. haih.
then going to dataran pahlawan. shopping for nenek. i wanted to buy something for her. we've been to lots of shops and couldnt find the right one. last2 ktorg g baleno. agagaga. i saw something at vincci. a shoe. a really cute shoe that i really want but i didnt buy it. idky i dont buy that shoe. maybe because that is my personality. i saw something that i want but i wont buy it at that time. then we're going to big apple to buy some donuts. then we're going to old town. the place where i first met afiq. ahaha. i eat nasi lemak and he ate hor fun mee. then we go to tribe because he wanted to buy an earing. then both of us go meet comot at the parking lot. agagaga. we ate that big apple donut in comot. at 9 we're going to gsc to watch up. hehe. ckit gler org tgk. ahaha. i wish time stop at that moment.
i'll be leaving melaka in few more hours. im so gonna miss him. take care syg. i love u so much. wait for me. hush now syg. i'll be home soon. dont worry. it wont be long. u wont realize it. i love u b! i love u so much!
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