hello peeps. i know i know its been a while now since i didnt update this blog. sorry. kind of busy with tumblr and facebook and i forgot that i have blogspot. hehe. sorry bloggie.
nothing much to say since im so blur because im so bored. its Chinese New Year people (and Valentine's day which i did not celebrate) and im stuck here in melaka. at first i dont want to go back in miri, but i realize i should go home. mummy wanted me to home because she's very worried that i'll be alone for 1 week here in emerald park. she seems like insisting me to go home but i did not want to. wuuu.
im jealous with my friends. all of them went back for CNY except for kay,zaza and bb. zaza is going to japan. OMFG! i really want to go there. :( kay is in KL with her family. wish my family would do the same. and bb. she's going to bukit gambang with tqah. everyone got their plan. including my brother. ngaaaa. im effing bored. tell me what should i do for this one week?
im bored looking at my laptop and im pretty sure that my laptop is bored with me too. i dont want to sleep because i cant sleep. i want to cook something but there is no food to be cooked in this house except for maggie mee. i need to do something but i dont know what. i've been listening to the same song for the past 3 days. oh God. what im supposed to do?
i know i know i've been telling u guys im bored yada yada yada. but that is what i feel right now. wish i have a car here in melaka. waaaaa.
oh ya. this is my last sem studying here as a diploma student. i'll be doing my practical next sem then finish. yay! and i dont know when i'll be back again. for degree of course. ngaa. i feel like im tired to study anymore. but just diploma is not enough. wuu.
im still searching places for me to do practical. ngaa. it's hard u know. there's not much choices in miri. when i email them they did not reply. im trying to apply at petronas but they did not answer my call. dammit. where can i do my practical in miri? ngaaaaaa.
ok2. i'll update again later. bye.
just for you. :)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
at
2:42 AM
i love you.
that is the word that i will never get tired to say to you.
because im deeply in love with u.seriously i do.
we've been through ups and downs a lot
and that wont make us separated.
i will stand by your side.
no matter how hard it will looks like
no matter what it could cost me
because you are the only one that i want.
only you and no one else.
i love you
i cherish you
i adore you.
even before you ask me the question
even before i answered yes to the question
i know you are the one for me
you are the reason for me
to wake up every morning
to continue living my life
you are my sunshine
you are my brightest star at night
you are my everything.
i love you.
this feelings won't fade away
because it will be stronger
for the rest of my life.
i love you syuja'uddin shahruddin.
thank you.
for loving me too. :)
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what more can i say?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
at
7:39 AM
hello dear bloggie.
i cant online in my room. since the internet sucks. or maybe it is just my laptop. ngaaa. lepas format terus xleh on9. ngaaaa. skrg tgh tggu streamyx. tp x dpt lagi. ngaaa
im having surgery. i didnt expect i have to go for a surgery but i have too. i dont know when. ngaaa. lots of things to settle. wish me luck people.
a lot of things has changed. i dont know why. some seems better some seems worse. what's wrong? why did this happened? i know u might say it happened for a reason. but some is getting worse. what is the reason for something to get worse?
this sem im having introduction to international business subject since it wont be offered in the next sem which is the last sem for me. the lecturer which is mr thevendran is good at his job. i love his class. seriously. it is fun though. he treat us like adults not children. he didnt teach us using slides. he gaves us some activities which is fun and make us open our mind. :D
enough for today.
i'll tell u more later.
i cant online in my room. since the internet sucks. or maybe it is just my laptop. ngaaa. lepas format terus xleh on9. ngaaaa. skrg tgh tggu streamyx. tp x dpt lagi. ngaaa
im having surgery. i didnt expect i have to go for a surgery but i have too. i dont know when. ngaaa. lots of things to settle. wish me luck people.
a lot of things has changed. i dont know why. some seems better some seems worse. what's wrong? why did this happened? i know u might say it happened for a reason. but some is getting worse. what is the reason for something to get worse?
this sem im having introduction to international business subject since it wont be offered in the next sem which is the last sem for me. the lecturer which is mr thevendran is good at his job. i love his class. seriously. it is fun though. he treat us like adults not children. he didnt teach us using slides. he gaves us some activities which is fun and make us open our mind. :D
enough for today.
i'll tell u more later.
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life?
Friday, October 16, 2009
at
8:00 AM
im sitting on my bed and wondering what to do. im staring at kek batik that i bought from pasar malam and the 7 up that has been opened. but i didnt touch them since the moment that i bring them into my bedroom. looking at it is not enough but im just too lazy to bring it up here next to me. i wish i have super power.
i have a great life right now. having someone that i've always wanted, having friends around me. thank you for being there. i wonder what would my life be if i didn't let the past go. it must be sucks. and i dont want my life to be sucks. i love now, current lifestory. because i can enjoy more than im used to. im almost 19 and i deserve to enjoy my life. when will i get the chance to enjoy after this? we live once in a lifetime. that is the only time to enjoy, do some crazy things, have experience and regret the wrong doings. in the end, that moment will make us smile when we reminisce it. right? past is the one who made us now. we may not realize it but think back. if we didnt do this do that would we be able to handle it now? although u might say " i know how to handle it. i've heard it b4," it is not enough. u have to experience it then u'll know how to handle for the next time. but there are things that u cant experiment to gain the experience. u have to think twice or maybe lots of time to experience it. dont if u dont dare. dont be a daredevil. it might harm u. physically or emotionally.
i need to stop. before i talk about something that is not actually related. bye. :)
i have a great life right now. having someone that i've always wanted, having friends around me. thank you for being there. i wonder what would my life be if i didn't let the past go. it must be sucks. and i dont want my life to be sucks. i love now, current lifestory. because i can enjoy more than im used to. im almost 19 and i deserve to enjoy my life. when will i get the chance to enjoy after this? we live once in a lifetime. that is the only time to enjoy, do some crazy things, have experience and regret the wrong doings. in the end, that moment will make us smile when we reminisce it. right? past is the one who made us now. we may not realize it but think back. if we didnt do this do that would we be able to handle it now? although u might say " i know how to handle it. i've heard it b4," it is not enough. u have to experience it then u'll know how to handle for the next time. but there are things that u cant experiment to gain the experience. u have to think twice or maybe lots of time to experience it. dont if u dont dare. dont be a daredevil. it might harm u. physically or emotionally.
i need to stop. before i talk about something that is not actually related. bye. :)
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holidays.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
at
8:02 PM
hello n hello
im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.
i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(
i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.
hey. gtg. babai.:)
im in miri now. leaving john in melaka. it's holiday. i have to go back. everyone's going back to their hometown. im still wondering. what im going to do here in miri? most of my friends are not here. only some left. but they have classes they have to attend and im bored. now im sitting in my mum's office and typing this post. haih. its just 2 days since i arrived in miri. i'll be staying until 24th of oct. tomorrow i'll be working here in my mum's station. ngaaa. just for a day perhaps. i dont know.
i miss my friends already. kay yan sara afiq dila helmi jaz and of course my housemates mira kak syelly intan n nasiha. and definitely i miss syuja'uddin shahruddin so much. ngaaa. :( bile blh balik melaka n jumpa all my friends and love? :(
i miss rexy. but i have camy now. but still i miss rexy. me n my friends miss rexy. me n pina always say "hey ingat x dulu tayar pancit kat pak cik wan," " hey ingat x dulu ramai2 naik kereta then g jalan2," n more. oh we miss rexy so much! camy best. sumpah best. but i have a lot of memories with rexy. not just me. my friends too. how can we forget about rexy. i wonder who will buy rexy. wuu.
hey. gtg. babai.:)
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more than words
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
at
7:15 PM
awk pernah bertanya
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"
biar saya bgtahu awk.
walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,
smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.
i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"
biar saya bgtahu awk.
walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,
smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.
i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)
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