oh hello. hari ini sabtu. sabtu. emm. yup. sabtu.
semalam 2 warga mmu cyber telah dtg menjelajah bilik b-01-01 di emerald park di melaka. pada jam 1900. 2 warga tersebut adalah nisha dan yana. yeah! akhirnya anda dtg juga ya ke melaka. tahniah diucapkan. wuuu. semlm ktorg masak special utk diorg. wee. tp hari ni dah balik dah. pkl 4.30 tadi. sob sob. lain kali dtg stay la lame ckit. 2 days 1 night is not enough la. wuuu. rumah dah sunyi balik. sob sob. what should we do now? :(
saya mahu hujan please. the one that pours water from the cloud. lots lots lots of water k?
saya mahu menangis. seriously. x tipu. x bulak. im not lying. bahasa apa lagi?
dah la. sob sob. bye. :(
mandy
Thursday, July 9, 2009
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12:26 AM
oh. saya rasa mcm mahu marah. berada di dalam keadaan yg tidak stabil lagi. haih.
mari kita sama sama terjun dr bangunan atau pun dari stesen ktm ataupun lrt seperti di dlm cerita jepun bertajuk suicide circle. mari2 kita tubuh satu kelab bunuh diri seperti di dlm cerita itu juga.
mari kita sama sama terjun dr bangunan atau pun dari stesen ktm ataupun lrt seperti di dlm cerita jepun bertajuk suicide circle. mari2 kita tubuh satu kelab bunuh diri seperti di dlm cerita itu juga.
anda akan faham apa yg aku katakan apabila anda sudah tonton cerita itu. silalah muat turun dari torrent.
para pelajar mmu yg mengambil jurusan diploma business administration yg sekarang berada di alam tahun kedua diploma rasa amat trtekan dan kalau boleh kami mahu lari2 dan menjerit seperti org gila yg sedang berfikir dikejar oleh apa2 sahaja termasuk anjing atau kucing atau pun kertas yg berterbangan sedangkan sebenarnya tiada apa2 yg mengejar. hanya halusinasi. segelintir mungkin rasa tertekan dan mahu menghentak kepala ke dinding ataupun meja ataupun lantai. aku pula? aku sudah nyatakan tadi. carilah sendiri ya. kalau anda adalah seseorg yg telah lama kenal siapa aku anda akan faham apa jawapannya. :)
ikan paus sedang berlari lari di dlm laut. apa yg sedang kita tunggu?
depressed.
aku benci kau.
dateline dah dekat. satu pun x start. midterm sudah dekat satu pun x start. ngaaaa. kenapa aku x buat lagi. sob sob.
jum makan mandy lamb lagi. ataupun mandy chicken. ataupun roti yg mcm roti canai tp 3 atau 4 kali ganda dr roti canai itu.
aku suka merepek dan tulis panjang2.
ikan paus sedang berlari lari di dlm laut. apa yg sedang kita tunggu?
depressed.
aku benci kau.
dateline dah dekat. satu pun x start. midterm sudah dekat satu pun x start. ngaaaa. kenapa aku x buat lagi. sob sob.
jum makan mandy lamb lagi. ataupun mandy chicken. ataupun roti yg mcm roti canai tp 3 atau 4 kali ganda dr roti canai itu.
aku suka merepek dan tulis panjang2.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
selamat tinggal dunia.
ignore smua yg aku tulis di atas.
ignore smua yg aku tulis di atas.
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gadoh
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
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11:21 PM
hari ini aku nak bercerita tentang satu cerita yg aku rasa best.
gadoh
cerita ini mengisahkan 2 kumpulan budak sekolah yg sering bergaduh dengan alasan mereka berbeza bangsa dan agama. sifat perkauman ini telah mecetuskan idea kepada seorg cikgu untuk menubuhkan satu kelab teater bagi membuang sifat tersebut. kaum yg disebutkan adalah kaum cina dan melayu. seorg bekas pelajar sekolah tersebut yg kini menjadi aktivis teater dijemput untuk mengubah sikap mereka tersebut. mereka dikehendaki untuk membuat satu pementasan di hadapan khalayak ramai terutama pihak kementerian pendidikan untuk menunjukkan teater ini dapat membersihkan balik nama sekolah mereka.
cerita ini tidak ditayangkan di panggung wayang. tp boleh didapati di dlm torrent. haha. carilah dan tontonilah cerita ini.
para pelakon telah berlakon dgn baik (rasa2nya). aku suka cerita ini sbb director telah membuat cerita tentang isu yg telah lama dipendam oleh segelintir rakyat malaysia yg bersifat sedemikian. lihatlah diluar dan cuba katakan bahawa negara ini tiada sifat sebegini. mungkin tidak dipamerkan dgn besar tp ia tetap ada. cerita ini telah membuktikan tidak perlulah sifat perkauman berada di dlm negara ini. sifat begini la yg boleh meruntuhkan institusi sesebuah negara. lihatlah dan renunglah apakah yg mereka cuba sampaikan. berfikirlah dgn positif. jgn la selalu pandang dgn mata negatif. buanglah sifat perkauman. berkawan la dgn pelbagai kaum.
selamat tinggal dunia
agagaga.
agagaga.
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under construction
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6:07 AM
dari tadi aku terfikir anjakan paradigma. dan dari tadi juga aku nak tulis. aku dah tulis ayat itu pun tidak mencukupi. aku perlu kaitkan ia dgn sesuatu.
hari ini kau datang riang tersenyum membuat ku senang. kau hias diri mu. membuat hati bertambah sayang. ( ini tiada kaitan dgn sesiapa. ini hanya sesuatu yg bermain di minda.)
esok aku bakal bertarung. bertarung dengan masa yg telah diperuntukkan untuk aku berada di dlm kelas dan mendengar celoteh pengajar. selepas esok hari rabu mungkin hari untuk kami benci sepanjang semester ini. oh kenapa kami harus belajar di dlm keadaan begini. kenapa tenaga pengajar harus mendera kami dgn kerja2 yg bertimbun dan hanya memberi sedikit masa untuk siapkan? oh aku rindu zaman sekolah. tidak perlu berbuat begini. penat kerana memerah otak dan penat kerana karenah tenaga pengajar.
aku berada di dlm keadaan yg tidak berapa stabil. mungkin seperti air yg sedang digoncang-goncang botolnya ataupun seperti kakak di mcd sdg mengacau mcflurry oreo dengan menggunakan sudu dan. oh sedap nya. boleh juga seperti seseorg sedang membuat uji kaji terhadap chemical yg baru ditemui. oh kenapa harus begini. aku perlukan anjakan paradigma.
menjadi seorg yg kreatif amatlah susah. aku bknlah seorg yg kreatif. namun kerja yg aku perlu selesaikan memerlukan kreativiti. wahai leonardo da vinci bagi lah sedikit idea. kami memerlukan idea yg teramatlah kreatif untuk berjaya.
aku mengalami masalah emosi yg tidak siapa akan tahu apa dan bagaimana mahupun siapa dan dimana ia terjadi. semua manusia mengalami masalah emosi dan setiap manusia mempunyai caranya tersendiri. sehingga hari ini aku sendiri tidak tahu apa masalah tersebut. aku hanya mampu berkata ia hanya masalah yg tidak dapat dihilangkan sampai bila-bila. dan pabila aku menangis siapakah yg akan menghulurkan bahu dan menenangkan jiwa aku?
oh warna awan itu kian gelap. adakah ia petanda akan hujan? marilah kita bertanya pada penganalisis cuaca.
hari jadi merupakan hari yg ditunggu tunggu oleh setiap insan. tepat pukul 12 kedengaran bunyi happy birthday atau selamat hari jadi atau ALLAH selamatkan kamu. mungkin ia tidak sekuat seperti menggunakan microphone daan mungkin ia hanya sebaris ayat di dalam msg. walau apa pun ia tetap bermakan bagi setiap insan. hari jadi selalunya meriah. ada yg baling telur dan ada yg baling tepung. dan ada yg buat lebih ganas lagi. mengikut kreativiti sendiri. aku x pernah kena baling tepung atau telur. aku hanya tahu membaling telur dan tepung kepada insan yg baru menyambut hari jadi. aku pernah terfikir ingin kena baling tepung dan telur lepas tu kena siram air dan kena letak whip cream. oh sedap nya. mcm tgh buat cake. hanya perlu letak perasa pewarna kacau dan letakkan aku di dalam oven. itu hanyalah satu idea. mungkin juga mata ditutup dgn kain diangkat dan diletak di dlm laut. mungkit itu juga satu aktiviti yg menarik di hari jadi. marilah kita sama2 mencuba perkara baru untuk hari jadi nanti ya.
mungkin sesetengah anda para pembaca sudah berfikir atau mengatakan di dalam hati atau kepada rakan apa yg sedang aku sampaikan sebenarnya. carilah. dan tidak akan kalian jumpa.
sudahlah aku berceloteh.
selamat tinggal dunia.
hari ini kau datang riang tersenyum membuat ku senang. kau hias diri mu. membuat hati bertambah sayang. ( ini tiada kaitan dgn sesiapa. ini hanya sesuatu yg bermain di minda.)
esok aku bakal bertarung. bertarung dengan masa yg telah diperuntukkan untuk aku berada di dlm kelas dan mendengar celoteh pengajar. selepas esok hari rabu mungkin hari untuk kami benci sepanjang semester ini. oh kenapa kami harus belajar di dlm keadaan begini. kenapa tenaga pengajar harus mendera kami dgn kerja2 yg bertimbun dan hanya memberi sedikit masa untuk siapkan? oh aku rindu zaman sekolah. tidak perlu berbuat begini. penat kerana memerah otak dan penat kerana karenah tenaga pengajar.
aku berada di dlm keadaan yg tidak berapa stabil. mungkin seperti air yg sedang digoncang-goncang botolnya ataupun seperti kakak di mcd sdg mengacau mcflurry oreo dengan menggunakan sudu dan. oh sedap nya. boleh juga seperti seseorg sedang membuat uji kaji terhadap chemical yg baru ditemui. oh kenapa harus begini. aku perlukan anjakan paradigma.
menjadi seorg yg kreatif amatlah susah. aku bknlah seorg yg kreatif. namun kerja yg aku perlu selesaikan memerlukan kreativiti. wahai leonardo da vinci bagi lah sedikit idea. kami memerlukan idea yg teramatlah kreatif untuk berjaya.
aku mengalami masalah emosi yg tidak siapa akan tahu apa dan bagaimana mahupun siapa dan dimana ia terjadi. semua manusia mengalami masalah emosi dan setiap manusia mempunyai caranya tersendiri. sehingga hari ini aku sendiri tidak tahu apa masalah tersebut. aku hanya mampu berkata ia hanya masalah yg tidak dapat dihilangkan sampai bila-bila. dan pabila aku menangis siapakah yg akan menghulurkan bahu dan menenangkan jiwa aku?
oh warna awan itu kian gelap. adakah ia petanda akan hujan? marilah kita bertanya pada penganalisis cuaca.
hari jadi merupakan hari yg ditunggu tunggu oleh setiap insan. tepat pukul 12 kedengaran bunyi happy birthday atau selamat hari jadi atau ALLAH selamatkan kamu. mungkin ia tidak sekuat seperti menggunakan microphone daan mungkin ia hanya sebaris ayat di dalam msg. walau apa pun ia tetap bermakan bagi setiap insan. hari jadi selalunya meriah. ada yg baling telur dan ada yg baling tepung. dan ada yg buat lebih ganas lagi. mengikut kreativiti sendiri. aku x pernah kena baling tepung atau telur. aku hanya tahu membaling telur dan tepung kepada insan yg baru menyambut hari jadi. aku pernah terfikir ingin kena baling tepung dan telur lepas tu kena siram air dan kena letak whip cream. oh sedap nya. mcm tgh buat cake. hanya perlu letak perasa pewarna kacau dan letakkan aku di dalam oven. itu hanyalah satu idea. mungkin juga mata ditutup dgn kain diangkat dan diletak di dlm laut. mungkit itu juga satu aktiviti yg menarik di hari jadi. marilah kita sama2 mencuba perkara baru untuk hari jadi nanti ya.
mungkin sesetengah anda para pembaca sudah berfikir atau mengatakan di dalam hati atau kepada rakan apa yg sedang aku sampaikan sebenarnya. carilah. dan tidak akan kalian jumpa.
sudahlah aku berceloteh.
selamat tinggal dunia.
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waffles
Monday, July 6, 2009
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8:43 AM
i just had my supper. chocolate waffles. :D me n mira walk from ep to u center just to get a waffle. but its not just waffle that we bought.mira bought rambutan and mata kucing. yeah! haha. at last my craving for waffles have been fulfilled. :D
while walking back to ep, we wished that uptown is as big as u center and have more than what they have today. i mean their product la. haaa. sure ramai org suka ape. xyah g jauh2. bawah ep sudah. haha.
im bored.
assignments makin hari makin byk. the more we wait the more assignments. ngaaa. masuk sem baru je dah ada assignments. mis 1 assignment. hr 1 assignment 1 case study enterpreneurship 1 report and 1 presentation and introduction to multimedia 1 assignment. ngaaaa. dah la dateline dekat2. haih. :(
rain rain please come down.please.
yana will be coming to melaka this friday. come come. and i'll bully u k? rindu nak gaduh dgn awk. balik nantii kite wrestling k? lol. :D
arghh! im bored. mala jak. i wanna go somewhere. anywhere.
:)
while walking back to ep, we wished that uptown is as big as u center and have more than what they have today. i mean their product la. haaa. sure ramai org suka ape. xyah g jauh2. bawah ep sudah. haha.
im bored.
assignments makin hari makin byk. the more we wait the more assignments. ngaaa. masuk sem baru je dah ada assignments. mis 1 assignment. hr 1 assignment 1 case study enterpreneurship 1 report and 1 presentation and introduction to multimedia 1 assignment. ngaaaa. dah la dateline dekat2. haih. :(
rain rain please come down.please.
yana will be coming to melaka this friday. come come. and i'll bully u k? rindu nak gaduh dgn awk. balik nantii kite wrestling k? lol. :D
arghh! im bored. mala jak. i wanna go somewhere. anywhere.
:)
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saturday shouldnt be like this
Saturday, July 4, 2009
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2:44 AM
its nearly 6 and im bored. haih.
i had my lunch today alone. sob sob. but its great because i cook it. haha. my lunch for today is ayam goreng and sayur kacang masak telo. haha. cant believe i cook vegetable on my own. haha. that is the first time i cook that vegetable without knowing how to cook it the right way. well in the end it became like i wanted. great. now i can be a chef. :D i miss my grandma while i was cooking and eating that fried chicken. when im in miri she always cook the chicken and sayur kobis for me. and i like it. she never thought me how to cook that chicken or anything else. seriously. and once again it became like what i wanted.haha. gila puji diri sendiri aku nih. lol. but. who cares. i manage to cook something that i like and i eat. haha. can u see how much i love to cook? haa. tonight will be ayam masak kurma. oyeah!
during lunch me and kak syelly watch sayang u can dance. that is the first movie that use bahasa sarawak. not for the whole movie but there is people talked in bahasa sarawak. like dafi sharifah amani and some old person i dont know their name. sharifah amani just say once that is "kamek sayang kitak". just that and once. haha. the movie is ok la. not so bad. try to watch it.
last night. we watch a haunting in connecticut. it is based on true story. me and mira watch it at 1 or 2 am. that movie is good. that movie makes us scream. gila la. tp best. u should see that movie. thank god i didnt cry when i watch that movie. haha. menakutkan ba. ngaaaa.
tonight i'll be sleeping alone since mira is going to campus and she said she will stay there something about usrah. sob sob. why do i have to sleep alone?:(
my mum just called and she laugh when i say that i cook. oh mummy. why are laughing? cant u believe that ur daughter can cook? haha. lol.
im bored. and im off. bye. :)
i had my lunch today alone. sob sob. but its great because i cook it. haha. my lunch for today is ayam goreng and sayur kacang masak telo. haha. cant believe i cook vegetable on my own. haha. that is the first time i cook that vegetable without knowing how to cook it the right way. well in the end it became like i wanted. great. now i can be a chef. :D i miss my grandma while i was cooking and eating that fried chicken. when im in miri she always cook the chicken and sayur kobis for me. and i like it. she never thought me how to cook that chicken or anything else. seriously. and once again it became like what i wanted.haha. gila puji diri sendiri aku nih. lol. but. who cares. i manage to cook something that i like and i eat. haha. can u see how much i love to cook? haa. tonight will be ayam masak kurma. oyeah!
this is how my lunch looks like. i have to eat them alone. :(
during lunch me and kak syelly watch sayang u can dance. that is the first movie that use bahasa sarawak. not for the whole movie but there is people talked in bahasa sarawak. like dafi sharifah amani and some old person i dont know their name. sharifah amani just say once that is "kamek sayang kitak". just that and once. haha. the movie is ok la. not so bad. try to watch it.last night. we watch a haunting in connecticut. it is based on true story. me and mira watch it at 1 or 2 am. that movie is good. that movie makes us scream. gila la. tp best. u should see that movie. thank god i didnt cry when i watch that movie. haha. menakutkan ba. ngaaaa.
tonight i'll be sleeping alone since mira is going to campus and she said she will stay there something about usrah. sob sob. why do i have to sleep alone?:(
my mum just called and she laugh when i say that i cook. oh mummy. why are laughing? cant u believe that ur daughter can cook? haha. lol.
im bored. and im off. bye. :)
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swinging on the chair
Thursday, July 2, 2009
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hello people. today is wednesday. the wheather is cold and rainy. yay! its rain. thank you. :)
im in the library right now. in front of the computer to be exact. listening to pergi by aizat. lol. hye there azyan who sit beside me and also updating her blog. yan. x ckp lagi ke 3 post semalam? haha. lol.
im bored. seriously. im waiting for 6 pm because i have to accompany yan to her islamic studies class. i didnt take that subject because i cant handle too much subject. *screaming and pulling my hair*
i think i have mental issues. i dont know. i just think ok. please accept that. i think i should go to a shrink or whoever wanted to hear all my nonsense. anyone want to volunteer?
i just had lamb chop and maryland burger for my tea time. but still i didnt gain more weight. why am i still in this shape while everyone else keep increase or decrease their weight. hey. lets change our body. do you want to?
oh god. im bored.
hey. ice age 3 is released today. come come. lets go. its in 3D kan. come2. i want to watch harry potter and and and i dont know. i could only think about harry potter right now.its not like im obsessed with harry potter. i just wanted to continue to watch the movie so that i know what happen to the he-who-must-not-be-named. dont know what im talking about? go download the previous harry potter and spend hours and hours watching that movie k?
lets play a drum. i want to hit the drum until my arms are broken. can i? pleaseee. pretty pleaasssee.
hey. good news. sya and marly will come here this friday. to meet us la. we are sooo gonna have soooo much fun. and taking picture as well. it is a must. its been awhile since we met in the between of kedai chendol and pdi. oh how i miss that moment. sob sob. :(
i want to write as long as i can. i would like to write eveything that i saw here but nevermind. too much information. haha.
please. book me a room in pantai. i want to stay there. thank you. :)
now i forgot what i wanted to say. haih.
haih. tonight we got a meeting regarding on where to bom next. haha. lol. just joking. dont take it seriously la. we are not suicide bomers like the encylopedia said. the meeting is about what would we want to sell if we are an entrepreneur. oh no. we have to "thunderstorm". ( this word is only us to know and u to find out. )
ngaaa. im lack of idea now.
i need a new shirt. ngaaa.
oh no. i have to wash the ceiling fan. it should be yesterday or before yesterday. but i forgot. sorry. and i have to find another time to wash that fan. haih.
lets go jalan2.
its a shame to hear that a lecturer from mmu cyber took bribe from his student. he just ask for only rm800. aiya. so unprofessional. if you want to take bribe ask for more la. adoii. ( im not encouraging viewers to take bribe). he's a math whizz what. he should know more about numbers and amount. haa. he has been caught and plead not guilty. wait for the news whether he is sentenced to jail or just pay 5 times the amount of the bribe or both.
i know im bad. i know.
everytime i think of u i get a shot right through into the bolt of blue.
its no problem with mine but its a problem i find leaving a life that i cant leave behind. there's no sense telling me the wisdom of a fool wont see you free. but thats the way that it goes and its what nobody knows and everyday my confusion grows. everytime i see u falling i get down on my knees and pray. im waiting for the final moments u say the words that i cant say. i feel fine and i feel good. i feel like i never should. whenever i get this way i just dont know what to say. why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday? im not sure what this could mean i dont think u're what u seem. i do admit ot myself that if i hurt someone else than i'll never see just what we're meant to be.
dah. im off to yan's class. bye. :)
im in the library right now. in front of the computer to be exact. listening to pergi by aizat. lol. hye there azyan who sit beside me and also updating her blog. yan. x ckp lagi ke 3 post semalam? haha. lol.
im bored. seriously. im waiting for 6 pm because i have to accompany yan to her islamic studies class. i didnt take that subject because i cant handle too much subject. *screaming and pulling my hair*
i think i have mental issues. i dont know. i just think ok. please accept that. i think i should go to a shrink or whoever wanted to hear all my nonsense. anyone want to volunteer?
i just had lamb chop and maryland burger for my tea time. but still i didnt gain more weight. why am i still in this shape while everyone else keep increase or decrease their weight. hey. lets change our body. do you want to?
oh god. im bored.
hey. ice age 3 is released today. come come. lets go. its in 3D kan. come2. i want to watch harry potter and and and i dont know. i could only think about harry potter right now.its not like im obsessed with harry potter. i just wanted to continue to watch the movie so that i know what happen to the he-who-must-not-be-named. dont know what im talking about? go download the previous harry potter and spend hours and hours watching that movie k?
lets play a drum. i want to hit the drum until my arms are broken. can i? pleaseee. pretty pleaasssee.
hey. good news. sya and marly will come here this friday. to meet us la. we are sooo gonna have soooo much fun. and taking picture as well. it is a must. its been awhile since we met in the between of kedai chendol and pdi. oh how i miss that moment. sob sob. :(
i want to write as long as i can. i would like to write eveything that i saw here but nevermind. too much information. haha.
please. book me a room in pantai. i want to stay there. thank you. :)
now i forgot what i wanted to say. haih.
haih. tonight we got a meeting regarding on where to bom next. haha. lol. just joking. dont take it seriously la. we are not suicide bomers like the encylopedia said. the meeting is about what would we want to sell if we are an entrepreneur. oh no. we have to "thunderstorm". ( this word is only us to know and u to find out. )
ngaaa. im lack of idea now.
i need a new shirt. ngaaa.
oh no. i have to wash the ceiling fan. it should be yesterday or before yesterday. but i forgot. sorry. and i have to find another time to wash that fan. haih.
lets go jalan2.
its a shame to hear that a lecturer from mmu cyber took bribe from his student. he just ask for only rm800. aiya. so unprofessional. if you want to take bribe ask for more la. adoii. ( im not encouraging viewers to take bribe). he's a math whizz what. he should know more about numbers and amount. haa. he has been caught and plead not guilty. wait for the news whether he is sentenced to jail or just pay 5 times the amount of the bribe or both.
i know im bad. i know.
everytime i think of u i get a shot right through into the bolt of blue.
its no problem with mine but its a problem i find leaving a life that i cant leave behind. there's no sense telling me the wisdom of a fool wont see you free. but thats the way that it goes and its what nobody knows and everyday my confusion grows. everytime i see u falling i get down on my knees and pray. im waiting for the final moments u say the words that i cant say. i feel fine and i feel good. i feel like i never should. whenever i get this way i just dont know what to say. why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday? im not sure what this could mean i dont think u're what u seem. i do admit ot myself that if i hurt someone else than i'll never see just what we're meant to be.
dah. im off to yan's class. bye. :)
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