sunshine above my head

hello people. today is wednesday. the wheather is cold and rainy. yay! its rain. thank you. :)

im in the library right now. in front of the computer to be exact. listening to pergi by aizat. lol. hye there azyan who sit beside me and also updating her blog. yan. x ckp lagi ke 3 post semalam? haha. lol.

im bored. seriously. im waiting for 6 pm because i have to accompany yan to her islamic studies class. i didnt take that subject because i cant handle too much subject. *screaming and pulling my hair*

i think i have mental issues. i dont know. i just think ok. please accept that. i think i should go to a shrink or whoever wanted to hear all my nonsense. anyone want to volunteer?

i just had lamb chop and maryland burger for my tea time. but still i didnt gain more weight. why am i still in this shape while everyone else keep increase or decrease their weight. hey. lets change our body. do you want to?

oh god. im bored.

hey. ice age 3 is released today. come come. lets go. its in 3D kan. come2. i want to watch harry potter and and and i dont know. i could only think about harry potter right now.its not like im obsessed with harry potter. i just wanted to continue to watch the movie so that i know what happen to the he-who-must-not-be-named. dont know what im talking about? go download the previous harry potter and spend hours and hours watching that movie k?

lets play a drum. i want to hit the drum until my arms are broken. can i? pleaseee. pretty pleaasssee.

hey. good news. sya and marly will come here this friday. to meet us la. we are sooo gonna have soooo much fun. and taking picture as well. it is a must. its been awhile since we met in the between of kedai chendol and pdi. oh how i miss that moment. sob sob. :(

i want to write as long as i can. i would like to write eveything that i saw here but nevermind. too much information. haha.

please. book me a room in pantai. i want to stay there. thank you. :)

now i forgot what i wanted to say. haih.

haih. tonight we got a meeting regarding on where to bom next. haha. lol. just joking. dont take it seriously la. we are not suicide bomers like the encylopedia said. the meeting is about what would we want to sell if we are an entrepreneur. oh no. we have to "thunderstorm". ( this word is only us to know and u to find out. )

ngaaa. im lack of idea now.

i need a new shirt. ngaaa.

oh no. i have to wash the ceiling fan. it should be yesterday or before yesterday. but i forgot. sorry. and i have to find another time to wash that fan. haih.

lets go jalan2.

its a shame to hear that a lecturer from mmu cyber took bribe from his student. he just ask for only rm800. aiya. so unprofessional. if you want to take bribe ask for more la. adoii. ( im not encouraging viewers to take bribe). he's a math whizz what. he should know more about numbers and amount. haa. he has been caught and plead not guilty. wait for the news whether he is sentenced to jail or just pay 5 times the amount of the bribe or both.

i know im bad. i know.

everytime i think of u i get a shot right through into the bolt of blue.
its no problem with mine but its a problem i find leaving a life that i cant leave behind. there's no sense telling me the wisdom of a fool wont see you free. but thats the way that it goes and its what nobody knows and everyday my confusion grows. everytime i see u falling i get down on my knees and pray. im waiting for the final moments u say the words that i cant say. i feel fine and i feel good. i feel like i never should. whenever i get this way i just dont know what to say. why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday? im not sure what this could mean i dont think u're what u seem. i do admit ot myself that if i hurt someone else than i'll never see just what we're meant to be.

dah. im off to yan's class. bye. :)