hey. its 2011 now. this is my first post. ahah. celebrated new year watching meet the parents, watching fireworks. huhu.
today is not a good day for me. why?
1. my baby rabbit died. i dont know why. i wake up this morning and i saw him, not moving when i touch him. this is the second time my rabbit died. only left baby yoko. :(
2. me boyfie not feeling so good. we went to the clinic and the doctor said he might get minor appendix. haih. pity baby because he suffer so much. hopefully he'll get better.
i wonder what happen next. haih.
im hungreeehhh. there's no snack in this house. should have bought some yesterday. haih.
and i dont know what to do. fb? done. twitter? done. tumblr? done. assignment? done. news? done. movie? done. now what should i do?
i think i should sleep. nite people.
Friday, October 8, 2010
at
6:56 AM
hey. im bored. hari ni hujan satu hari. berhenti kejap then hujan lagi. mcm mana? tp tetap keluar tadi dlm keadaan sejuk dan sakit perut akibat period. haih.
asal malam je aku xtaw nak buat ape. seriously. aku on9. bukak fb bukak tumblr bukak je pape yg boleh aku tgk. then aku dah xtaw nak buat ape. aku nak keluar tp x dpt. kalau keluar pun nak pergi mana?
boyfriend tgh tgk kwn die perform. xtaw kat mana. so xde sapa nak layan saya ni. :( battery phone die dah nak hbs. kalau call or text kang tup2 padam susah plak. haih.
asal malam je aku xtaw nak buat ape. seriously. aku on9. bukak fb bukak tumblr bukak je pape yg boleh aku tgk. then aku dah xtaw nak buat ape. aku nak keluar tp x dpt. kalau keluar pun nak pergi mana?
boyfriend tgh tgk kwn die perform. xtaw kat mana. so xde sapa nak layan saya ni. :( battery phone die dah nak hbs. kalau call or text kang tup2 padam susah plak. haih.
tolonglah. aku nak buat ape ni?
BOSAN TAHU TAK?
BOSAN TAHU TAK?
aku mcm nak bake cupcake tp. haih. xde mixer. mixer mak aku kt aunty aku. tp aku nak bake jugak. mcm mana? aku nak bake color2 punya. nak buat color rainbow. xpun color yg lawa2. then buat topping best2. ahah. angan2 betul la aku nih.
oh ya. next week aku dah nak kembali ke melaka. kembali ke sekolah. kali ini untuk degree. macam mane la degree aku nanti. i wonder. aku ambik Degree in International Business.
aku rasa kan. kalau aku nak merapu ke ape baru aku pergi blog aku nih. kalau x aku x log in. tumblr plak kalau aku rajin aku upload gmbr ke like gmbr org ke or reblog dr org. facebook plak aku on9 tp lepas tu aku biar. dah xde benda interesting lagi ke aku nak buat?
dah la dah la. nanti kalau ade pape aku nak tulis aku update lagi ye? (tgk ?)
oh ya. next week aku dah nak kembali ke melaka. kembali ke sekolah. kali ini untuk degree. macam mane la degree aku nanti. i wonder. aku ambik Degree in International Business.
aku rasa kan. kalau aku nak merapu ke ape baru aku pergi blog aku nih. kalau x aku x log in. tumblr plak kalau aku rajin aku upload gmbr ke like gmbr org ke or reblog dr org. facebook plak aku on9 tp lepas tu aku biar. dah xde benda interesting lagi ke aku nak buat?
dah la dah la. nanti kalau ade pape aku nak tulis aku update lagi ye? (tgk ?)
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Hey hey
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
at
6:18 AM
hey. dah lama aku x merapu kt sini.
aku xtaw knp setiap kali aku nak tulis je kt blog ni. the moment aku tekan je satu huruf then aku dah xtauk nak ckp pape. padahal kalau aku x menghadap ni aku ade je nak ckp haih.
baiklah. kalau korg baca ni dan korg kenal aku ade no. phone fb ape smua contact me.
aku xtaw dah mcm mana nak ckp. aku simpan. tp lama2 x tahan la jugak kan nak simpan. kalau aku ckp pun aku taw aku kan kalah jugak. bknlah aku ni pengalah tp aku taw selagi aku melawan selagi itu org akan lawan aku dan kalau xde sape nak mengalah sampai bile nak mcm tu kan? aku kdg2 kecil hati kdg2 mrh, kdg2 merajuk. smua ade sbb. bkn saje2 nak buat camtu buat org meluat kat aku. ade sbb taw. aku ni pendiam. aku x byk ckp. only dgn org yg aku rapat dan aku knl. even kalau aku lepak pun aku diam. kdg2 ku brsuara. sbb aku suka. aku suka dgr kwn2 aku brckp then aku akan gelak dgn ape saja lawak diorg. aku diam bukan aku x bagi perhatian. aku jarang text dgn kawan aku. sbb aku dah biasa mcm tu. tp aku rindu nak lepak nak ajak mkn aku msg. kdg2 aku simpan dan slalu ckp dlm hati " eh apa khabar A? apa khabar B?". tipula aku x rindu kawan aku. sungguh tipu. mungkin org ingat aku x care kt kwn aku. tp aku care actually. cuma aku ni x menampakkan sgt. aku xtaw knp aku mcm ni. tp ni la aku kan. aku ni byk berfikir. aku kalau org bagi aku satu benda aku boleh imagine sampai org x imagine. aku mmg suke fikir lebih. aku xleh stop. dah terbiasa.
aku kan. sbnrnya xtaw ape aku nak sampaikan. tp baca je lah ye.
ni je. bye. :D
aku xtaw knp setiap kali aku nak tulis je kt blog ni. the moment aku tekan je satu huruf then aku dah xtauk nak ckp pape. padahal kalau aku x menghadap ni aku ade je nak ckp haih.
baiklah. kalau korg baca ni dan korg kenal aku ade no. phone fb ape smua contact me.
aku xtaw dah mcm mana nak ckp. aku simpan. tp lama2 x tahan la jugak kan nak simpan. kalau aku ckp pun aku taw aku kan kalah jugak. bknlah aku ni pengalah tp aku taw selagi aku melawan selagi itu org akan lawan aku dan kalau xde sape nak mengalah sampai bile nak mcm tu kan? aku kdg2 kecil hati kdg2 mrh, kdg2 merajuk. smua ade sbb. bkn saje2 nak buat camtu buat org meluat kat aku. ade sbb taw. aku ni pendiam. aku x byk ckp. only dgn org yg aku rapat dan aku knl. even kalau aku lepak pun aku diam. kdg2 ku brsuara. sbb aku suka. aku suka dgr kwn2 aku brckp then aku akan gelak dgn ape saja lawak diorg. aku diam bukan aku x bagi perhatian. aku jarang text dgn kawan aku. sbb aku dah biasa mcm tu. tp aku rindu nak lepak nak ajak mkn aku msg. kdg2 aku simpan dan slalu ckp dlm hati " eh apa khabar A? apa khabar B?". tipula aku x rindu kawan aku. sungguh tipu. mungkin org ingat aku x care kt kwn aku. tp aku care actually. cuma aku ni x menampakkan sgt. aku xtaw knp aku mcm ni. tp ni la aku kan. aku ni byk berfikir. aku kalau org bagi aku satu benda aku boleh imagine sampai org x imagine. aku mmg suke fikir lebih. aku xleh stop. dah terbiasa.
aku kan. sbnrnya xtaw ape aku nak sampaikan. tp baca je lah ye.
ni je. bye. :D
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Saturday, September 18, 2010
at
9:14 AM
rindu masa dulu.
:)
masa berlalu dgn cepat
dah x mcm dulu.
kenapa mesti aku?
byk yg hendak dikata
mungkin lebih baik disimpan sahaja.
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malam
Friday, July 23, 2010
at
7:22 AM
hai. rasa2 nya dah lama dah tak update kat sini. kdg2 aku malas. kdg2 aku lupa. ada cerita tp x terkata.
byk dah yg trjadi. byk yg dah berubah. kadang2 aku terdiam kalau teringat balik. haih. betapa cepatnya masa berlalu dan aku x sangka smua ini di depan aku. kenapa dan kenapa? tetap jadi persoalan. bolehkah kembali ke masa dahulu?
byk yg ingin aku huraikan. tp x terkeluar. x tahu mengapa. biarkan saja. dalam hati tiada siapa pun akan tahu.
runsing dengan smua. aku mahu lari. lari ke tpt yg x pnh aku pergi. asalkan dpt aku berehat seketika.
seribu kata. terkunci semuanya.
byk dah yg trjadi. byk yg dah berubah. kadang2 aku terdiam kalau teringat balik. haih. betapa cepatnya masa berlalu dan aku x sangka smua ini di depan aku. kenapa dan kenapa? tetap jadi persoalan. bolehkah kembali ke masa dahulu?
byk yg ingin aku huraikan. tp x terkeluar. x tahu mengapa. biarkan saja. dalam hati tiada siapa pun akan tahu.
runsing dengan smua. aku mahu lari. lari ke tpt yg x pnh aku pergi. asalkan dpt aku berehat seketika.
seribu kata. terkunci semuanya.
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late night. oh wait. early morning craps
Sunday, April 18, 2010
at
11:18 AM
hello sunshine.
its been a while since i update u right. so today is the time for me to update with u ok?
i've lots of stuff in my mind right now. assignments, muet, practical, searching for new house, final exam and more. yes. i'm a student. that is why im thinking about all these stuff. less than one month i will fly back to my hometown which is miri and i wont be back until october (maybe). because i have to do my practical at petronas lutong. yeah. i'll be leaving john lennon and my friends here in melaka. dont worry. i'll be back for my presentation and insyaallah for my degree. but i have to find a new house first. dammit. -.-
i wish i can go anywhere but not here. perhaps somewhere far away. i just need to go somewhere. maybe to the sea or anywhere la. i need to rest my mind. my mind is full of my thoughts and i cant get it out of my head.
this is not for john lennon. but i know he knows who am i talking about:
i wish u could accept me for who i am. i dont expect you to accept me immediately but u just dont want to try to know more about me. indeed i made a mistake. i know it is big and i could not say anything to make it right. im speechless. i dont know when will u accept me but i'll be waiting for it. i wish i have a time machine and rewind the time and erase that thing that has happened. i know it is hard for u to forgive and forget. it is hard for me too.
oh bloggie. what should i do?
i want to be beautiful. sometimes i looked at myself in the mirror and say wtf am i wearing? im jealous when i see people dress up nicely and i wish i could do the same. im the one who always paired my jeans with some tshirt that i bought at fos for few ringgit. because im not used to wear dress, skirt or any fashionable clothes. u see. i have only one black dress that i have used at kay's bday party, going out with john lennon and other occasion. i have never wear leggings. i have only one short and most of my clothes are tshirts. seriously. when i open my closet i just dont know what to wear. yes. i know the solution is to go buy new clothes but i dont know how to pair it with this or that. yes. i do not know much about fashion. -.-"
bloggie. i cant sleep and i dont feel like sleeping. what should i do bloggie?
i guess i have to force myself to sleep. i think this is enough for today.
goodnight people.
:)
its been a while since i update u right. so today is the time for me to update with u ok?
i've lots of stuff in my mind right now. assignments, muet, practical, searching for new house, final exam and more. yes. i'm a student. that is why im thinking about all these stuff. less than one month i will fly back to my hometown which is miri and i wont be back until october (maybe). because i have to do my practical at petronas lutong. yeah. i'll be leaving john lennon and my friends here in melaka. dont worry. i'll be back for my presentation and insyaallah for my degree. but i have to find a new house first. dammit. -.-
i wish i can go anywhere but not here. perhaps somewhere far away. i just need to go somewhere. maybe to the sea or anywhere la. i need to rest my mind. my mind is full of my thoughts and i cant get it out of my head.
this is not for john lennon. but i know he knows who am i talking about:
i wish u could accept me for who i am. i dont expect you to accept me immediately but u just dont want to try to know more about me. indeed i made a mistake. i know it is big and i could not say anything to make it right. im speechless. i dont know when will u accept me but i'll be waiting for it. i wish i have a time machine and rewind the time and erase that thing that has happened. i know it is hard for u to forgive and forget. it is hard for me too.
oh bloggie. what should i do?
i want to be beautiful. sometimes i looked at myself in the mirror and say wtf am i wearing? im jealous when i see people dress up nicely and i wish i could do the same. im the one who always paired my jeans with some tshirt that i bought at fos for few ringgit. because im not used to wear dress, skirt or any fashionable clothes. u see. i have only one black dress that i have used at kay's bday party, going out with john lennon and other occasion. i have never wear leggings. i have only one short and most of my clothes are tshirts. seriously. when i open my closet i just dont know what to wear. yes. i know the solution is to go buy new clothes but i dont know how to pair it with this or that. yes. i do not know much about fashion. -.-"
bloggie. i cant sleep and i dont feel like sleeping. what should i do bloggie?
i guess i have to force myself to sleep. i think this is enough for today.
goodnight people.
:)
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
at
9:13 AM
masihkah aku yang kau puja
bila smua nya gundah gulana?
masihkah aku yg ada di hati
bila smuanya tidak seperti dulu lagi?
masihkah kau dapat lihat
dimana kita di masa akan datang?
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