rindu masa dulu.
:)
masa berlalu dgn cepat
dah x mcm dulu.
kenapa mesti aku?
byk yg hendak dikata
mungkin lebih baik disimpan sahaja.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
at
9:14 AM
rindu masa dulu.
:)
masa berlalu dgn cepat
dah x mcm dulu.
kenapa mesti aku?
byk yg hendak dikata
mungkin lebih baik disimpan sahaja.
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malam
Friday, July 23, 2010
at
7:22 AM
hai. rasa2 nya dah lama dah tak update kat sini. kdg2 aku malas. kdg2 aku lupa. ada cerita tp x terkata.
byk dah yg trjadi. byk yg dah berubah. kadang2 aku terdiam kalau teringat balik. haih. betapa cepatnya masa berlalu dan aku x sangka smua ini di depan aku. kenapa dan kenapa? tetap jadi persoalan. bolehkah kembali ke masa dahulu?
byk yg ingin aku huraikan. tp x terkeluar. x tahu mengapa. biarkan saja. dalam hati tiada siapa pun akan tahu.
runsing dengan smua. aku mahu lari. lari ke tpt yg x pnh aku pergi. asalkan dpt aku berehat seketika.
seribu kata. terkunci semuanya.
byk dah yg trjadi. byk yg dah berubah. kadang2 aku terdiam kalau teringat balik. haih. betapa cepatnya masa berlalu dan aku x sangka smua ini di depan aku. kenapa dan kenapa? tetap jadi persoalan. bolehkah kembali ke masa dahulu?
byk yg ingin aku huraikan. tp x terkeluar. x tahu mengapa. biarkan saja. dalam hati tiada siapa pun akan tahu.
runsing dengan smua. aku mahu lari. lari ke tpt yg x pnh aku pergi. asalkan dpt aku berehat seketika.
seribu kata. terkunci semuanya.
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late night. oh wait. early morning craps
Sunday, April 18, 2010
at
11:18 AM
hello sunshine.
its been a while since i update u right. so today is the time for me to update with u ok?
i've lots of stuff in my mind right now. assignments, muet, practical, searching for new house, final exam and more. yes. i'm a student. that is why im thinking about all these stuff. less than one month i will fly back to my hometown which is miri and i wont be back until october (maybe). because i have to do my practical at petronas lutong. yeah. i'll be leaving john lennon and my friends here in melaka. dont worry. i'll be back for my presentation and insyaallah for my degree. but i have to find a new house first. dammit. -.-
i wish i can go anywhere but not here. perhaps somewhere far away. i just need to go somewhere. maybe to the sea or anywhere la. i need to rest my mind. my mind is full of my thoughts and i cant get it out of my head.
this is not for john lennon. but i know he knows who am i talking about:
i wish u could accept me for who i am. i dont expect you to accept me immediately but u just dont want to try to know more about me. indeed i made a mistake. i know it is big and i could not say anything to make it right. im speechless. i dont know when will u accept me but i'll be waiting for it. i wish i have a time machine and rewind the time and erase that thing that has happened. i know it is hard for u to forgive and forget. it is hard for me too.
oh bloggie. what should i do?
i want to be beautiful. sometimes i looked at myself in the mirror and say wtf am i wearing? im jealous when i see people dress up nicely and i wish i could do the same. im the one who always paired my jeans with some tshirt that i bought at fos for few ringgit. because im not used to wear dress, skirt or any fashionable clothes. u see. i have only one black dress that i have used at kay's bday party, going out with john lennon and other occasion. i have never wear leggings. i have only one short and most of my clothes are tshirts. seriously. when i open my closet i just dont know what to wear. yes. i know the solution is to go buy new clothes but i dont know how to pair it with this or that. yes. i do not know much about fashion. -.-"
bloggie. i cant sleep and i dont feel like sleeping. what should i do bloggie?
i guess i have to force myself to sleep. i think this is enough for today.
goodnight people.
:)
its been a while since i update u right. so today is the time for me to update with u ok?
i've lots of stuff in my mind right now. assignments, muet, practical, searching for new house, final exam and more. yes. i'm a student. that is why im thinking about all these stuff. less than one month i will fly back to my hometown which is miri and i wont be back until october (maybe). because i have to do my practical at petronas lutong. yeah. i'll be leaving john lennon and my friends here in melaka. dont worry. i'll be back for my presentation and insyaallah for my degree. but i have to find a new house first. dammit. -.-
i wish i can go anywhere but not here. perhaps somewhere far away. i just need to go somewhere. maybe to the sea or anywhere la. i need to rest my mind. my mind is full of my thoughts and i cant get it out of my head.
this is not for john lennon. but i know he knows who am i talking about:
i wish u could accept me for who i am. i dont expect you to accept me immediately but u just dont want to try to know more about me. indeed i made a mistake. i know it is big and i could not say anything to make it right. im speechless. i dont know when will u accept me but i'll be waiting for it. i wish i have a time machine and rewind the time and erase that thing that has happened. i know it is hard for u to forgive and forget. it is hard for me too.
oh bloggie. what should i do?
i want to be beautiful. sometimes i looked at myself in the mirror and say wtf am i wearing? im jealous when i see people dress up nicely and i wish i could do the same. im the one who always paired my jeans with some tshirt that i bought at fos for few ringgit. because im not used to wear dress, skirt or any fashionable clothes. u see. i have only one black dress that i have used at kay's bday party, going out with john lennon and other occasion. i have never wear leggings. i have only one short and most of my clothes are tshirts. seriously. when i open my closet i just dont know what to wear. yes. i know the solution is to go buy new clothes but i dont know how to pair it with this or that. yes. i do not know much about fashion. -.-"
bloggie. i cant sleep and i dont feel like sleeping. what should i do bloggie?
i guess i have to force myself to sleep. i think this is enough for today.
goodnight people.
:)
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
at
9:13 AM
masihkah aku yang kau puja
bila smua nya gundah gulana?
masihkah aku yg ada di hati
bila smuanya tidak seperti dulu lagi?
masihkah kau dapat lihat
dimana kita di masa akan datang?
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
at
9:29 AM
i know im not beautiful
i know im not fun to be with
i can be quiet
i can be loud
u'll never know when.
say im emotional
yes, i can be emotional
sometimes when im not okay i'll laugh
i'll give u my fake smile while my heart is crushing down inside
u may say anything about me
but u'll never know what my heart says.
screw you. u just dont know anything about me. because u never learn to understand me. since the beginning.
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hanyalah seorg perapu
Friday, February 19, 2010
at
4:36 AM
bintang tidak lagi bersinar
seperti yg pernah aku lihat
bulan itu tidak lagi mengeluarkan cahaya
gelap gelita
aku berjalan di merata tempat
untuk mencari jawapan
persoalan itu tidak lagi hilang
seperti yg aku mahukan
mungkin bukan aku sang matahari mu
mungkin bukan aku bulan dan bintang mu
mungkin bukan aku yg boleh menceriakan hari hari mu
dan mungkin juga akulah yg terakhir dalam fikiran mu
mulut terkunci
hati terluka
jiwa meronta
tiada siapa yang akan tahu mengapa
seperti yg pernah aku lihat
bulan itu tidak lagi mengeluarkan cahaya
gelap gelita
aku berjalan di merata tempat
untuk mencari jawapan
persoalan itu tidak lagi hilang
seperti yg aku mahukan
mungkin bukan aku sang matahari mu
mungkin bukan aku bulan dan bintang mu
mungkin bukan aku yg boleh menceriakan hari hari mu
dan mungkin juga akulah yg terakhir dalam fikiran mu
mulut terkunci
hati terluka
jiwa meronta
tiada siapa yang akan tahu mengapa
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
at
9:36 PM
hello peeps. i know i know its been a while now since i didnt update this blog. sorry. kind of busy with tumblr and facebook and i forgot that i have blogspot. hehe. sorry bloggie.
nothing much to say since im so blur because im so bored. its Chinese New Year people (and Valentine's day which i did not celebrate) and im stuck here in melaka. at first i dont want to go back in miri, but i realize i should go home. mummy wanted me to home because she's very worried that i'll be alone for 1 week here in emerald park. she seems like insisting me to go home but i did not want to. wuuu.
im jealous with my friends. all of them went back for CNY except for kay,zaza and bb. zaza is going to japan. OMFG! i really want to go there. :( kay is in KL with her family. wish my family would do the same. and bb. she's going to bukit gambang with tqah. everyone got their plan. including my brother. ngaaaa. im effing bored. tell me what should i do for this one week?
im bored looking at my laptop and im pretty sure that my laptop is bored with me too. i dont want to sleep because i cant sleep. i want to cook something but there is no food to be cooked in this house except for maggie mee. i need to do something but i dont know what. i've been listening to the same song for the past 3 days. oh God. what im supposed to do?
i know i know i've been telling u guys im bored yada yada yada. but that is what i feel right now. wish i have a car here in melaka. waaaaa.
oh ya. this is my last sem studying here as a diploma student. i'll be doing my practical next sem then finish. yay! and i dont know when i'll be back again. for degree of course. ngaa. i feel like im tired to study anymore. but just diploma is not enough. wuu.
im still searching places for me to do practical. ngaa. it's hard u know. there's not much choices in miri. when i email them they did not reply. im trying to apply at petronas but they did not answer my call. dammit. where can i do my practical in miri? ngaaaaaa.
ok2. i'll update again later. bye.
nothing much to say since im so blur because im so bored. its Chinese New Year people (and Valentine's day which i did not celebrate) and im stuck here in melaka. at first i dont want to go back in miri, but i realize i should go home. mummy wanted me to home because she's very worried that i'll be alone for 1 week here in emerald park. she seems like insisting me to go home but i did not want to. wuuu.
im jealous with my friends. all of them went back for CNY except for kay,zaza and bb. zaza is going to japan. OMFG! i really want to go there. :( kay is in KL with her family. wish my family would do the same. and bb. she's going to bukit gambang with tqah. everyone got their plan. including my brother. ngaaaa. im effing bored. tell me what should i do for this one week?
im bored looking at my laptop and im pretty sure that my laptop is bored with me too. i dont want to sleep because i cant sleep. i want to cook something but there is no food to be cooked in this house except for maggie mee. i need to do something but i dont know what. i've been listening to the same song for the past 3 days. oh God. what im supposed to do?
i know i know i've been telling u guys im bored yada yada yada. but that is what i feel right now. wish i have a car here in melaka. waaaaa.
oh ya. this is my last sem studying here as a diploma student. i'll be doing my practical next sem then finish. yay! and i dont know when i'll be back again. for degree of course. ngaa. i feel like im tired to study anymore. but just diploma is not enough. wuu.
im still searching places for me to do practical. ngaa. it's hard u know. there's not much choices in miri. when i email them they did not reply. im trying to apply at petronas but they did not answer my call. dammit. where can i do my practical in miri? ngaaaaaa.
ok2. i'll update again later. bye.
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