sunshine above my head

more than words

Tuesday, October 6, 2009 at 7:15 PM

awk pernah bertanya
"mcm mana awk blh jatuh cinta dgn saya?"
saya jawab
"x tahu. it happen for a reason"

biar saya bgtahu awk.

walau awk upah saintis buat campuran bhn kimia
walau awk upah saintis bedah saya atau melihat mikrooganisma2 melalu mikroskop
walau awk srh seorg falsafah x kira bhs melayu atau inggeris utk mentafsir
walau awk srh pakar fizik guna teori2 mereka
walau awk srh pakar matematik utk guna pengiraan yg pelbagai
walau awk srh penyiasat mahupun polis untuk menyiasat
walau awk srh arkitek buat lakaran
walau awk srh pelukis jalanan utk buat lukisan abstrak
walau awk srh engineer buat ape mereka yg mereka pandai buat
walau awk srh mana2 penyanyi atau komposer utk tafsirkan dlm bentuk lagu dan irama
walau awk srh chef bentukkan dlm mknn
walaupun sesiapa saja awk srh,

smua nya tdk akan dpt describe bagaimana dan kenapa saya syg awk.
sbb saya terlalu sygkan awk hingga tidak ada satu perkataan, benda mahupun apa2 saja yg blh describe perasaan ini.

i love you so much.
sampai saya menutup mata dan x mampu utk buka lagi. :)

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in loving memory

Tuesday, September 29, 2009 at 4:05 AM

betapa sedihnya pabila mendgr khabar berita tersebut
tidak sangka hari itulah hari yg terakhir
kita berjumpa
kita bersama
mungkin inilah takdir kita
tidak ku sangka kita harus lalui begini

maaf aku tidak dpt bertemu buat kali terakhir
walaupun aku dpt
mungkin aku tdk mampu
susah utk ku melihat kau pergi begitu sahaja
tp apakan daya
aku terpaksa menerima

terima kasih atas jasa yg kau telah berikan.
akan aku hargai sepanjang hidupku.
terima kasih.

selamat tinggal wahai rexton. semoga kita bertemu di lain hari lagi. :(

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short one.

Monday, September 28, 2009 at 9:47 PM

its our 2nd monthsary.
dan kami berdua ada exam hari ini.
sob sob.
xpat nak enjoy.
xpala. gne nak mlh.
:)

hopefully both of us will last long.
i love you so much b.
no words can describe how much i love u.
im speechless.
:)

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hari raya.

at 9:35 PM

Hello. :)

Let me tell u how’s this year’s raya. Let me start from the first day that I arrived.

The arrival:

Going to lcct by myself. Naik bas. Jumpa member kat lcct. Hang out dgn die. Jumpe senior dulu, harry, lepak dgn die gak. Flight delay. Sampai miri 9. 45.

1^st day at miri:

Keluar dgn pina, bai,steph and syuk. Pegi parkson. Jalan2. Lamak x nangga parkson ba. Sushi king dah bkk. Jalan2 ambik gmbr. Kakya sungkey kat madli. Lambat alu jak service. Aiya. Kakya blt la. Mok ambik abg kat airport. Jumpa kinah dgn adik nya.

2^nd day:

Keluar jap g parkson. Pkl 2 gya blt. Mlm g mkn dgn abg n mummy. Kakya g parkson. Ndak alah2 parkson nak? Gne nak mlh. Mummy beli brg. Then blt.

3^rd day:

Keluar dgn bb. Mekorg 2 jak. G Kevin dkt dgn boulevard. Pk tek Kevin ya dlm boulevard. Paduhal luar jak. Bb nak mlh treatment. Kakya g boulevard mekorg. Nya nak carik brg. Kakya g esplanade. X tauk cne gk nak g. kakya around 4 ka 5 blt. Mlm lkk sungkey g umah nenek. Mummy nak masak2 cya. Nasib ada anip.

Hari raya:

Bgn pagi mummy kejutkan. Mandik pa indah tlg nyusun kek. Kakya g umah nenek jap nak ambik brg. Nangga bulat@ aci @ hy tdo. Kakya blt umah gk then salam2. G stesen lok. Dah settle g umah nenek gk. Salam2. Then g kubur. Agak nek yah. Kakya g kpg sblh daddy. Agak kubur gk then g umah nenek. Then g beraya. Kakya balit. Tdo. :D

2^nd day :

Bgn xtauk pkl brapa. Pina msg tnyk free x pkl 5. Azmi ada open house. Mekduak brjanji nak k baju sama. Nak ambik gamba. Pkl 5 g ambik dak lain2 g umah bb lok kakya bok g umah azmi. Mkn2 lepak2 cya tggu daknya nunggu org kakya blt nganta daknya. Camya jak la.

3^rd day:

G agak eda. Raya umah nya lok kakya g opne house umah bb. Temu dak reshman fid man fairuz kiki n qisti n tkah cya. Lamak juak la mekorg cya. Kakya g agak umah fid. Anak buah nya ya nang gaok la. Tetak ajak nangga olah nya. Kecik2 dah camya. Pusak fid. Yabie. Bob namanya. Gemok alu. Kiut eh. Tp kdk mls jak. Ahaha.

4^th day:

G raya dgn dak kinah. Janji kol 9 tp ntah kol brapa bok kuar. Ahah. G umah taha kakya g umah effa kakya g umah ika g umah ace g umah din g umah qaz g umah kinah. Sempat gk mekorg g marina bay. Qaz nak brgamba cya. Aku blt lkk g umah kinah. Daddy mbk g raya. G umah kwn nya. Kakya blt.

5^th day :

Pagi g dentist. Mlh appointment. Tp ramey org. nya soh agak tgh ari. Kakya g mkn. Then lepak di tman bulatan jap. Nak ambik gamba di playground. Kakya g parkson. Ambik gamba. Nang xda keja la mekorg tok. Kakya g mkn cendol indah g GOL la. Kakya bok pegi dentist. Nak ngato braces. Nya ngikis apa ndak ka. Adoiii. Ngiluk asa ba. Kakya g ambik eda then g marina then g esplanade. Kakya blt anta man ambik anip anta eda kakya g pasa mlm. Then blt.

6^th day :

Suppose picnic tp ujan. Sob sob. Picnic di umah pina ajak la. Ahah. Kakya ada mkn2 kat umah dgn nenek. Packing brg nak balit on the next day. :D

7^th day

Back to Melaka. :D

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our day. :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 at 9:17 AM

hello hello. i just came back from a date with john. semangat x aku nak update blog. ahaha. :D im wearing the dress that i bought when going out with kay and dila at kitschen the other day. agagaga.

the date started at 5. going to bazaar peringgit to buy serunding for mummy. sumpah peik giler. org pandang. lepas tu dpt paper from org mane tah pasal aurat. ahaha. diorg bg dgn org yg tertentu je. aku la salah seorg nya. ahaha. biar la. haih.

then going to dataran pahlawan. shopping for nenek. i wanted to buy something for her. we've been to lots of shops and couldnt find the right one. last2 ktorg g baleno. agagaga. i saw something at vincci. a shoe. a really cute shoe that i really want but i didnt buy it. idky i dont buy that shoe. maybe because that is my personality. i saw something that i want but i wont buy it at that time. then we're going to big apple to buy some donuts. then we're going to old town. the place where i first met afiq. ahaha. i eat nasi lemak and he ate hor fun mee. then we go to tribe because he wanted to buy an earing. then both of us go meet comot at the parking lot. agagaga. we ate that big apple donut in comot. at 9 we're going to gsc to watch up. hehe. ckit gler org tgk. ahaha. i wish time stop at that moment.

i'll be leaving melaka in few more hours. im so gonna miss him. take care syg. i love u so much. wait for me. hush now syg. i'll be home soon. dont worry. it wont be long. u wont realize it. i love u b! i love u so much!

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gosshh.

Monday, September 14, 2009 at 8:14 AM

hello. lets talk crap. im so bored. ngaaaa.

actually i dont know what to write. but im bored. i dont know what to do. i wanted to make some art. but i dont know what to make and whom i shall give. ngaa. i did have something in my mind but i dont have enough equipment. i wish that shop is near to my place here. ngaaaa.

im listening to hari raya song. mira has been playing it since she woke up just now. ahaha. i dont know the name of the song but i know that song. haih. hari raya will be coming soon. few more days. few more days people!

fb sucks nowadays. it is used to be the best site, site where people meet people. since a lot of people using fb it become sucks. i dont know how to say it. but the word that i can describe fb is sucks. mwahahaha.

i text my good old friend just now. its been a while since i last text her. agaga. sorry pina. bz and i didnt top up my digi. nobody contact me through that number. because nobody know. agagaga. i cant wait to go home in miri. i cant wait to meet her. she said " agk aku terus mun sampe" ahaha. of course of course. thank god our house is near. cant wait to hear all the stories from her. agagaga. i wonder where are all my other friends? i know they'll be coming back and i cant wait. im waiting for u guys on 17. agagaga.

i didnt finish reading thanks for the memories. i dont have the time to read it. ahaha. sorry.

im bored im bored im bored. ngaaaaa. tell me what should i do.

ive read john's blog about the balloon. ahaha. dont worry la syg. im ok now. ok?

miao miao. ngaaaa. oh ya. presentation is just like that. some did it so simple until i said " tu je? " out loud. ask yan. i did say it. ahaha. another group didnt do well because they did not combine the animation. if they combine it then the animation will be ok.

ngaaa. i dont have the mood to study. i know i wont study if im in miri. but. haih. idk la. my first exam is MIS and its hard. hopefuly i can do it. sob sob.

im craving for cupcake. mane aku nak cari cupcake ni? ngaa.

dah la. before i talk more i should stop.

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