sunshine above my head

few more days nak raya. either sabtu or ahad (eh? aku pun xtaw). dan aku pun x lama lagi nak balik (dari hr tu dah aku ckp camni kan? nak buat camne. dah excited nak balik). ahaha.

rindu masa dulu2. zaman aku masih sklh lagi. dulu selalu g terawih dgn pina. every night. kecuali masa tertentu. anda paham la kan? ahah. aku ingat lagi kejadian dkt surau. ish. bongok ar. ahaha. lepas terawih lepak rumah pina. xnak balik terus. lepak cte2. walaupun everyday jumpe ktorg ttp ade cte gak. ahah. dah dekat2 nak raya join adik die main bunga api. ktorg penah letak mercun dlm tong sampah jiran then tutup. meletup sampai terbkk penutup. ahaha. nasib jiran tu x nampak. dlm longkang pun ade gak kot ktorg lepak. ahaha. mcm2 mercun la ktorg main. aku pun xtaw dr mane la diorg dpt. masa raya pun still main gak. mcm x pandai hbs plak mercun tu. aku ingat lagi dulu ktorg g raya kat rumah kwn2 kat jalan ktorg tu. jalan kaki ramai2. best giler. lepa tu tkt2 kalau tgk anjng. especially aku. ahaha. trauma la. :D

bab2 kuih raya aku suke. dulu ar. skrg dah x rasa dah. dulu aku slalu tlg mummy buat kek. mummy buat ptg2 camtu. kdg2 lepas brbuka terus buat. dan kdg2 gak lepas sahur pun mummy buat gak. kesian mummy. byk gler buat dulu. buat biskut gak. aku suke duduk kat dapur mase tu. nenek aku plak goreng kacang dgn ikan bilis, kacang rempah dan lain2. aku suke kacau adunan yg mak aku buat. aku suke kalau bab2 kacau ni. kalau yg letak color2 tu lagi aku suke. sbb ade color. ahaha. aku ingat lagi mak aku buat chocolate chip cookies. mcm chipsmore tp lagi sedap. aku ingat lagi satu pagi tu aku bgn2 je terus ambik biskut tu. x puasa. ahaha. dah nak raya biskut tu pun nak hbs. ahaha. aku dgn abg aku suke satu biskut ni. aku lupe plak nama biskut tu tp dlm biskut tu ade koko krunch. favourite ktorg! salu beli je dr org. kalau beli mesti ktorg beli byk. satu botol xkan tahan sampai hari raya. 2 3 hari dah hbs. ahaha. nak blaja ar camne buat biskut tu. haa. kalau aku g rumah pina aku akan makan biskut sarang semut je. yg lain xnak. sbb biskut tu menggoda aku hbskan satu balang. ahaha. waaa. aku rindu kek coklat mummy. hopefully taun ni die buat. last year aunty aku buat lain ckit rasa die. aku, abg aku n cousin aku suke kek tu. diorg dtg rumah mesti mkn tu. dan kek tu gak la yg cepat hbs. bknnya sbb org yg dtg. sbb aku n abg aku mkn. ahaha. :D

aku n abg aku slalu argue pasal sape yg kena serve. kalau org dtg mesti sorg srh sorg. ahaha. last2 die gak yg buat. ahaha. aku pulak tukang kire brape org yg dtg. aku tkt ckit kalau bwk dulang yg ade byk air. kalau bwk dulang camtu same rasanya dgn aku bwk seplastik telur. ahaha.

pagi raya slalu mummy yg kejutkan. bgn tlg die ptg kek n bahagi mknn. mummy slalu masak daging itam. alaa. mcm daging kicap ar. ktorg je panggil daging itam sbb gelap. ahaha. lepas tu daddy mesti masak kari ayam die. sedapp. sbb daddy guna dapur kayu. tu yg aku suke. die masak kat kebun die. masak guna kayu api lagi sedap dr masak guna dapur gas. xtaw korg ar. tp aku suke. ahaha. aku slalu jd tukang susun kek dkt tpt kek. mummy yg ptg ar. colek2 ar ckit kek masa tu. :D biskut, kacang pun aku yg kena letak dlm balang. ye la. sape lagi nak tlg pagi tu. abg n daddy g semayang raya kann. setiap kali raya aku mmg kena tugaskan buat smua ni. dan yg paling slalu aku kena buat gak ialah kena bagi mknn kat jiran sblh. ahaha. lame gler aku x jumpa diorg. ye la. aku x balik lagi kot. ape la aku merepek nih. ahaha. ktorg salu bg kelupis dgn daging itam tu ar. kalau mummy ade masak lain (selalunya ade tp every raya lain) bagi gak ar. ahaha.

baju raya plak. ktorg x pnh pakai sedondon. kan slalu family 1st day raya pakai sedondon. abg dgn daddy ade bj yg color same tp x pakai sama hari. kecuali mmg trpakai same la. aku dgn mak aku x pnh pakai bj color same. hampir2 tu ade kot. aku pun x ingat. i wonder taun ni mcm mane la rupe bj raya aku. mummy ckp dah siap. wee. x sbr nak balik tgk. agagaga.

first day raya selalunya g rumah nenek kt sblh mummy dulu. sbb dkt. mkn2 kat situ dulu. jumpa cousin aunty smua. lepas tu ktorg ramai2 g kubur nek yah. rindu dgn nek yah. since nek yah meninggal raya dah lain dah. x dgr lagi nek yah bising2 dgn nek ti. x dgr lagi nek yah panggil ktorg. x dgr lagi nek yah gelak. x tgk lagi nek yah duduk dkt tpt die. x tgk lagi nek yah kat dapur dan byk lagi. rindu dgn maggie ayam n milo yg nek yah buat. aku masih teringat lagi masa nek yah hembus nafas terakhirnya. aku ade kt situ dan aku hanya mampu melihat. skrg ktorg mampu ziarah die kt kubur n sedekahkan yassin je. semoga roh nek yah dicucuri rahmat. amin.

lepas g rumah nenek sblh mummy g sblh daddy plak. jauh gak ar. daddy slalu srh abg drive tp mummy mesti x bagi sbb abg x biase drive. ahaha. kdg2 ktorg g rumah nenek dulu baru g kubur. kdg2 g kubur dulu br g rumah nenek. aku x knl sgt ayah daddy. sbb aku lahir je die dah xde (kot. aku pun xtaw). lepas g rumah nenek ktorg akan g rumah adik bradik daddy n cousin die. mmg makan byk ar. menu yg ade every house ialah kari dan kelupis and ketupat. ahaha. lepas dah g smua rumah yg daddy nak g ktorg pun balik.

mcm tu la raya aku selalunya. hari raya mcm dah x meriah dah. aku pun xtaw asal. org dah xnak celebrate hari raya ke? aku nak hari raya mcm dulu2.

hello. its almost 5.30. and i cant sleep. im typing this blog in the dark. sbb mira tgh tdo. :D

i've finished my assignment. yeah! *running in circle and scream then banging head to the wall* cuma tinggal nak buat draft design je. haih. xpe. just draft design. documentation dah siap. grr. nervous. hopefully miss will accept that flash animation. pray for me people. kalau x terima mmg aku cekik2 miss. haha. jk jk. nak mampus blh la aku buat. haih. monday will come soon. jeng jeng jeng. *bite nails*

actually im bored and i dont have anything to write. blank. so forgive me for the random story ok. anything that came to my mind i will type it. agagagaga.

i miss john. i miss that moment. the best moment that both of us wanted it again and again and again and again and again and again. until after life. can we have it again and stop the time at that moment?pretttyy pleassseee.

john demam. kesian john. jangkit dr aku kot. ahah. get well soon syg. mkn ubat. jgn degil ok?:D

monday then tuesday then wednesday. counting days to be home in miri. tp rasa sedih pulak nak tgglkan melaka. agagaga. dont worry. i'll be back. but have to wait for 1 week plus la. :D

dah. enough. sebelum aku ckp bkn2. byee. :)

hello hello. its 4 am and i cant sleep. haih. i just finished eating telur sos. kak syelly's recipe actually but i cooked it. because she already asleep. hehe. luckily i can cook it but not exactly like how she cooked. hehe.

few more days and i'll be home in miri. leaving john here in malacca. im so gonna miss u b. dont worry. i'll be home soon. just wait. and we can celebrate hari raya together. take care of yourself ok? :)

i wont forget today. :)

i woke up at 2 because i sleep the night before. as usual i opened my laptop and on9. then john msg me telling he's home alone. he didnt follow his mum and his siblings to KLIA. he asked me to berbuka with him. after a while he pick me up and went to his house. we watched the hot chick at his house. then at 6.30 we cooked together. i cooked nasi goreng paprik and he cooked ayam goreng kunyit. its our first time cooking with each other. i wont forget that moment syg. thanks for the ayam kunyit and ice blended ribena plus lychee.

after we berbuka we go to fetched afiq at his house and went to melaka central to send dilalalala. kay,sara n dayat were also there. after sending dila i went back to ep but after a while john called saying he wanted to go to kay's house. he picked me up and we go to kay's house. hang out for a while watching hindraf the movie and more. at 12 going to abrar.

kay will be leaving soon. she's going back to bintulu. sob sob. why she can go home early and i cant? oh. i forget. i have flash presentation. grrr. bye kayy. see u after hari raya. selamat hari raya kay. maaf zahir dan batin. get well soon k?

fuhh. this few days gonna be a hectic few days. the assignment have been uploaded. its a group work. but the 'best' part is. our work mus be handwritten. thank God its a 10 marks and the question is not soo damn hard. it an ok ok hard. every question must be in different handwriting. adooii. thank God i've finished my flash. only the summary i havent finished yet.

adoii. lots of work to do. haih.

ok. enough. i have to do my assignments. wish me luck people. :)