sunshine above my head

im ready.

be prepared.

im taken by:
syuja'uddin shahruddin.

29/7/2009.

skrg baru aku nak bgtaw kan?
haha. biar ar.
byk org dah taw pun.

hello people.

remember i said about going to kl with afiq n sara?

ok. this is how the journey looks like. imagine it yourself.

i came back from kl on thursday and going to kl again on friday. seems like i dont need to go back to melaka kan? but. listen listen. on friday at 6 while cooking spaghetti afiq called and said "we're going to kl at 7". so im like. wth. masak pun macam ape. x sempat masak aym grg for abg. then pack everything and wait. at 7 afiq msg. nak rent car. adoii. so i asked mira for the number. i got the car and rushed to afiq's house then pick sara up. it was at 8 something. at 9 baru lepas tol ayer keroh. haha. afiq drive at 140. brgegar kereta. dah la kelisa je. lol. then sampai tol sg. besi at 10 kot. then going to khairil's house. dah la aku n sara pakai baju biasa. dammit. haha. meet kay,dilla,helmi,afiq,iman n more at khairil's house. mcm biasa. jd photographer. the pelamin is so nice. i like. the hantaran also. i want to get married too. haha. i like the cake gak sbb comel. :D kakak khairil is ssoooo beautiful. seriously. then i was told that the wedding on saturday is at 8pm. damn. aku bawak satu baju je. what im going to wear on the next day? that was what im thinking at that time. wait n see what happened. then going to rasta at ntah pkl brapa. shisha. oh i miss shisha. :P meet shujak :) and his brother n friends. then going to damansara, his brother's house. me afiq n sara tggl at his brother's house. sampai rumah tukar baju smua n mcm biasa gossip2 dgn afiq n sara. agaga. then khairil dtg. he brought us to one restaurant. i dont know what its name. tp nasi lemak die sedap. i like! oh ya. he also showed us mcm mana nak g wedding kakak die kat shah alam. then going back to damansara.main uno n bluff. aku benci bluff. aku slalu kena. haha. guess at what time we go to sleep? except afiq ar.die tdo awal. sampai rumah terus tdo. haha. ktorg tdo pkl 8 pagi. gagaga. khairil pun tdo kat rumah tu sbb mls nak balik. i couldnt sleep. sbb alarm from other room and other noises. bgn tdo bgn tdo. tu la keja aku. at 12 or 1 we woke up. going to bb. suppose ambik yan sbb die nak ikut tp x jadi sbb die balik dgn someone. agaga. meet kay n dilla at pavi. mkn kejap then balik. going to cheras 1st sbb kay n dilla nak ambik barang. the fun part is. ktorg kena tawaf 3 kali at the same road,tol n whatsoever just to go to cheras. haha. ktorg bknnya org kl. :D arrived at kay's house at 7.30. the wedding start at 8. bygkan. then going to damansara. afiq dgn sedaya upaya drive cepat2. nasib x sesat lagi. haha. then rushed to the house. siap smua n g shah alam. shujak pun ikut. :D going to shah alam. sesat lagi. sbb salah jalan. adoii. we arrived at the wedding at 10. :D jd photographer lagi. then going to mcd. then htr kay n dilla tp ambik dayat kat burger king. pertukaran. then head to melaka. shujak drive. i asked him to drive faster sbb tuan punya kereta dah tanya. ada sesat kejap then we manage to arrive at melaka at 3 something. send afiq home and then shujak then htr kereta. then going to emerald park. shujak htr me n dayat.

the end.

one thing i want to say.
aku benci jalan kl.
too big for little kid like me.
dgn jam lagi.
adoiii.
dan xleh blah.
3 kali tawaf jalan yg sama. haha. :D

but apart from that. we had a lot of fun. travelling with friends and him.
nak lagi please.
next time. xnak rent car.

hello sunshine. :)

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
heres a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
heres a hand to hold on to

but if i should break, if i should fall away
what am i to do?
i need someone to take, a little of the weight
or ill fall through

Chorus:
you're just the one that i've been waiting for
i'll give you all that i have to give and more
but don't let me fall

take a little time, walk a little line
got the balance right
give a little love, gimme just enough
so that i can hang on tight

we will be alright, ill be by your side
i wont let you down
but i gotta know, no matter how things go
that you will be around

Chorus

Don’t let me fall

underneath the moon, underneath the stars
here’s a little heart for you
up above the world, up above it all
here’s a hand to hold on to

Chorus

you'll be the one that I’ll love forever more
ill be here holding you high above it all
but don’t let me fall

hello melaka. im back.

surprise why i came back early?
aku pun xtaw kenapa. :)

im in my room now.
sunyi. :(

im hungry.
ngaaaa.

oh ya. block dpn rumah aku kena tutup. h1n1. bkn mmu. tp utem. mmu bila nak ttp ni?penat ar dgn h1n1. x hbs2 lagi ke?

haa. holiday:

• g klcc tgk the proposal. best. a must see movie. haha
• wedding abg mimin.
• naik train sorg2 for the 1st time. (poyo ar aku)
• shopping dgn my mum
• pegi jalan tunku abd rahman. mcm biasa.
  
• pegi OU. just nak mkn seoul garden sahaja.

tu sahaja. bosannya. suppose nak mkn domino's tp domino's kat mid valley tutup. haih. krispy kreme x best. agagaga. :D abg x sempat mkn carl's junior sbb daging xde. ahah. next time la.

dah la. lupa dah nak cte ape. bye. :)
love love.

hello people. its holiday now. :)

im in kl now. in the hotel to be exact. with mummy n abg.

today is the first time im going to kl central using train from setiawangsa. alone. agagaga. kesian kan aku? baru 1st time. lol. thank god i didnt have to wait long to meet mummy. agaga.

my mission going to kl: shopping. :D

i need new clothes la. aku bwk pun ckit je. bkn salu dpt shopping dgn mummy. hehe.

i'll be coming home which is melaka on thursday. sob sob.
bile lagi nak sampai thursday ni? :D

i've read his blog. omg.
im so touched.
seriously.
:)

dah2. babai.
waiting for thursday. :)

remember.
u're the one who let me go.
u're the one who've been asking this.
and now u're telling me that u need someone.
that someone is me.
fuck off.
its over.
between me and u.
baru skrg kau ckp kau perlukan aku.

it was on saturday he asked me the question.
the question that he have been asking a lot when we're together.
for him, the question is to threatened me.
and on saturday i've made his wish come true.
he said he didnt mean to make it really happen.
its just
he wanted me to cry and beg him not letting me go.
fuck u.
pk aku desperate?
aku ade org lain yg lebih bagus dr kau.

so farewell 12 march 2008.
farewell apisya.
farewell to everything.
hope u can find someone else who can stand with ur attitude.

its ur lost. not mine.
i have plenty of things to think about.
im glad that im not with u anymore.
im sick of the way u treated me.
go find someone else.
im not for u.
im for someone else. :)