sunshine above my head

its nearly 6 and im bored. haih.

i had my lunch today alone. sob sob. but its great because i cook it. haha. my lunch for today is ayam goreng and sayur kacang masak telo. haha. cant believe i cook vegetable on my own. haha. that is the first time i cook that vegetable without knowing how to cook it the right way. well in the end it became like i wanted. great. now i can be a chef. :D i miss my grandma while i was cooking and eating that fried chicken. when im in miri she always cook the chicken and sayur kobis for me. and i like it. she never thought me how to cook that chicken or anything else. seriously. and once again it became like what i wanted.haha. gila puji diri sendiri aku nih. lol. but. who cares. i manage to cook something that i like and i eat. haha. can u see how much i love to cook? haa. tonight will be ayam masak kurma. oyeah!


during lunch me and kak syelly watch sayang u can dance. that is the first movie that use bahasa sarawak. not for the whole movie but there is people talked in bahasa sarawak. like dafi sharifah amani and some old person i dont know their name. sharifah amani just say once that is "kamek sayang kitak". just that and once. haha. the movie is ok la. not so bad. try to watch it.

last night. we watch a haunting in connecticut. it is based on true story. me and mira watch it at 1 or 2 am. that movie is good. that movie makes us scream. gila la. tp best. u should see that movie. thank god i didnt cry when i watch that movie. haha. menakutkan ba. ngaaaa.

tonight i'll be sleeping alone since mira is going to campus and she said she will stay there something about usrah. sob sob. why do i have to sleep alone?:(

my mum just called and she laugh when i say that i cook. oh mummy. why are laughing? cant u believe that ur daughter can cook? haha. lol.

im bored. and im off. bye. :)

hello people. today is wednesday. the wheather is cold and rainy. yay! its rain. thank you. :)

im in the library right now. in front of the computer to be exact. listening to pergi by aizat. lol. hye there azyan who sit beside me and also updating her blog. yan. x ckp lagi ke 3 post semalam? haha. lol.

im bored. seriously. im waiting for 6 pm because i have to accompany yan to her islamic studies class. i didnt take that subject because i cant handle too much subject. *screaming and pulling my hair*

i think i have mental issues. i dont know. i just think ok. please accept that. i think i should go to a shrink or whoever wanted to hear all my nonsense. anyone want to volunteer?

i just had lamb chop and maryland burger for my tea time. but still i didnt gain more weight. why am i still in this shape while everyone else keep increase or decrease their weight. hey. lets change our body. do you want to?

oh god. im bored.

hey. ice age 3 is released today. come come. lets go. its in 3D kan. come2. i want to watch harry potter and and and i dont know. i could only think about harry potter right now.its not like im obsessed with harry potter. i just wanted to continue to watch the movie so that i know what happen to the he-who-must-not-be-named. dont know what im talking about? go download the previous harry potter and spend hours and hours watching that movie k?

lets play a drum. i want to hit the drum until my arms are broken. can i? pleaseee. pretty pleaasssee.

hey. good news. sya and marly will come here this friday. to meet us la. we are sooo gonna have soooo much fun. and taking picture as well. it is a must. its been awhile since we met in the between of kedai chendol and pdi. oh how i miss that moment. sob sob. :(

i want to write as long as i can. i would like to write eveything that i saw here but nevermind. too much information. haha.

please. book me a room in pantai. i want to stay there. thank you. :)

now i forgot what i wanted to say. haih.

haih. tonight we got a meeting regarding on where to bom next. haha. lol. just joking. dont take it seriously la. we are not suicide bomers like the encylopedia said. the meeting is about what would we want to sell if we are an entrepreneur. oh no. we have to "thunderstorm". ( this word is only us to know and u to find out. )

ngaaa. im lack of idea now.

i need a new shirt. ngaaa.

oh no. i have to wash the ceiling fan. it should be yesterday or before yesterday. but i forgot. sorry. and i have to find another time to wash that fan. haih.

lets go jalan2.

its a shame to hear that a lecturer from mmu cyber took bribe from his student. he just ask for only rm800. aiya. so unprofessional. if you want to take bribe ask for more la. adoii. ( im not encouraging viewers to take bribe). he's a math whizz what. he should know more about numbers and amount. haa. he has been caught and plead not guilty. wait for the news whether he is sentenced to jail or just pay 5 times the amount of the bribe or both.

i know im bad. i know.

everytime i think of u i get a shot right through into the bolt of blue.
its no problem with mine but its a problem i find leaving a life that i cant leave behind. there's no sense telling me the wisdom of a fool wont see you free. but thats the way that it goes and its what nobody knows and everyday my confusion grows. everytime i see u falling i get down on my knees and pray. im waiting for the final moments u say the words that i cant say. i feel fine and i feel good. i feel like i never should. whenever i get this way i just dont know what to say. why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday? im not sure what this could mean i dont think u're what u seem. i do admit ot myself that if i hurt someone else than i'll never see just what we're meant to be.

dah. im off to yan's class. bye. :)

this is the reason why some of the people in this world hate islam/ muslims so much. why do people have to make up something like this when that particular person actually did not know anything about islam?

hello. hari ini hari khamis dan hari ini bday dilla. happy bday dilla. hope u njoy bday u hari ni. jgn x. dah tgk transformers kan. hehe. hope u happy slalu. have fun x mlm tadi? thanx sbb blanja. hope u suke ar ape yg ktorg buat mlm tadi. sorry brsubahat dgn diorg. hehe. alaaa. bkn slalu kan. :D sayang dila comel. :)

hari ini. perjalanan sebuah bas telah tergendala akibat penggunaan kenderaan iaitu kereta yg x betul. pemandu kereta tersebut meletakkan kenderaan ia di tepi jalan dan menghalang bas yg besar itu. saya yg tgh bertelefon trkejut melihat beberapa org seperti menolak kereta tersebut. so pengguna kereta. jgn parking tepi jalan ya.

enough.

oh hello. mari kita ngepak bak kata mekorg eh kat sini ye. bia la k. im bored. shud go with kay n yan tgk transformers tp apakan daya ada kerja. haih.

migrain migrain. rasa mcm kena tembak. eh penah ke aku kena tembak kat kepala. kalau ye asal aku masih hidup? adoii. perumpamaan ye para para sakura. tu kisah pkl 9 tadi. dh hbs dah migrain. mwahahahaha.

malam ni mcm nak hujan. hujan ke tidak? lets pray for the rain. sejuk ckit aku nak tdo mlm nih. jgn x bgn sudah. penat je aku buat tuto kalau x g. haih.

hari khamis bday dilla. wee. x sangka plak bday dilla khamis ni. aku x pnh tanye dgn die. sob sob. sorry dilla. hehe. eh2. mane boleh wish awal2. xmao xmao. haha. xpe2. i'll wait for thursday to come. :)

encik nabila sudah balik. balik pagi tadi. naik cab kot. x bgtaw ktorg pun. ye la. ktorg tdo mase die pegi. mira bgn2 je mrh nabila x bgtaw dah balik. lepas tu mira tdo balik. hehe. :D

nak tgk transformers nak tgk transformers. kay dan yan dah tgk. wuuuu. nak tgk. nak tgk harry potter gak. haa. eh2. aku dah tgk the last house on the left. mcm eden lake. just bunuh2 dan bkn hantu pnya cta. but better than eden lake la. eden lake boring. sbb org yg bunuh tu budak2. poyo giler. dah la pakai basikal je. lepas tu brlagak dah dewasa. tension ar tgk. konon2 gengster tp x mcm pun. haha. cta the ast house on the left ni anda kena la tgk sendiri ya. baru best. xkan la smua cta aku nak tulis synopsis kat sini. kalau mcm tu x syok ar. rugi la malaysia. runtuh la ekonomi negara. haha. lol. aku benci encik N. tlg la blah. please. i hate u soo very much. mcm mane la blh berjaya ke tahap seterusnya. dulu under org. skrg. huh. walau ape pun kau buat aku tetap benci kau.

tadi skype dgn yana n nabila. walaupun xleh dga suara diorg tgk pun ckp la. yana dah ptg rambut. apa brg ptg rambut. haha. lol. come here la weh. faster faster. seoul garden tggu. i want my chocotop. haha. :D jgn la buat saya tggu2 ye macha. org tua2 ckp x baik buat org lain trtggu2. haha. lol. when u come here later dont go back to cyber k? :D

dah la. rasa2 mcm headache nak dtg balik. babai. selamat pagi malaysia.

i like to draw. i dont know why. whenever im bored i will draw something. ask azyan for comfirmation. kan yan kan? haha. this morning i draw cupcake with a turtle on it and a monster. i love that monster. hehe. :D last night i decided to draw something instead of making an ordinary boxes for my timetable. here is the result.


oh ya. here is the pic of cupcakes that my baby made for me. :)

it dont want to eat that cupcake. i did say to him "can i awet this cupcake? i dont want to eat it. i want to keep it" so he's like " why y want to awet this cupcake? it wont be beautiful later." alaaaaa. i couldnt eat all of them. but b4 i went back to melaka i have to finished them all. urrggghhh! but. thanks baby for making me this wonderful cupcakes. :)

im bored and hot. this morning was cloudy but it turns out to be hot this evening. why the rain wont comes down? maybe because there's a bitch here. oh anda terasa? so? can i kill u? please. it wont hurt.it will be fun. for me la.

oh god. didnt u read my other post? dont u understand the word "if u cant write well dont write in that language?". u still make the same mistake. i dont bother if we can understand what u write. we do understand. only after we correct yours. A LOT. haih. u shud take english again la. i dont say i can write very well. i never did. but urs is worse. people who read urs have to stop, think and corrected what u're trying to say. if all people who read it have a red pen and can correct it at urs. we would. in a harsh way i think. eh eh. wait. did u actually understand what did i write here? or do u need me to translate it? try to "thunderstorm" about it k.

i need something. but i dont know what is it. kay. jum shisha. haha. :D

dah2. i want to take a bath. babai. :)

oh hello people. gud morning. i just wake up. haha. i cant sleep last nite. grrr. i sleep at 4 am in the morning. i had a dream that i kill someone. haha. someone that i dont know. haha. lol.

hey. u should watch taken. best! its about a father who find his daughter who have been caught with her friend during their trip in paris by a prostitute syndicate. oh ya. also baby on board. a funny story. about 2 married couples having problem. their problems is cheating. watch it and u'll know about it.

oh ya people. i already watch drag me to hell. haha. it has 3 elements. aaahhh!,eeewww and haha or in other words scary funny and yucky. haha. that storyy scares me. grrr. its about an old woman came to a bank to ask for a postpone for the bank to take her house. the lady who work there,christine have to entertain her. she wanted to help but looking at the assistant manager's desk she decided not because she wanted to impress her boss that she can make a difficult decision. the old lady beg but when people stared at her she felt embarassed. then she tries to harmed christine and curse christine with a lamia. a black evil ghost who will make someone who have been cursed miserable and after the 3rd day it will take that someone's soul. in order to break the curse christine has to kill her cat. than she meet an old lady with her bomoh or something to talked to lamia. then. u go watch urself la k? haha.

i have always wanted a blackberry phone. i really do. this is one of the phone that i wanted. i know i wont get it. only when i own a job have a big salary and then i'll buy this or the latest one. oh im sooo gonna buy blackberry's. grrrr.



oh ya. and also this phone. im a really really so fucking really buy this phone. grrr. im in love with this phone. it is called nokia aeon touch screen. it has 3 colour. black blue and this green. aaaaaaa! please please. i wanna buy. ngaaaaa. im saving money to buy this money. i bet it will be thousands but now i only have about hundreds. its a long way to go. haha. :D the 2nd one is phone also. doesnt look like a phone rite? haha. but i still want the 1st one. I WANT IT SO BADDDDDD!
yay! its raining. haaaa. i wish everyday will be rain. haha. :D

i feel like want to eat cupcakes. i wanted it today but i forgot to order. haih. nevermind la. later i order the cupcakes. i want 10 big cupcakes. haha. im hungry. :D

ok2. we want to cook. an old style dish. haha. babai. :)