sunshine above my head

I’ve had enough.seriously la weh. don't be like a baby la! enough la. tlg la. I'm tired. watching all this scene. samapi bila? y cant u be compassion a little bit. dont expect everyone to do what u wanted to do. not every people got the same thing like u wanted. y cant u understand? the problem is u. u cant understand people's feeling but u want other people ti understand u. please la. u are not a princess n we r not ur follower or servant. grow up la. try to understand other people n try to treat people nicely. u expect us to do something for u when u did not do something for me. tell me. u have problem with other people. dont drag us to! if u hate just hate do not involve other people. until when u wanted to hate ur used to be fren? just because a simple matter both of u fight. this is madness u know! i hate someone once. we fight but now im ok with it. past is past la. enough with ur ego. let it go. understand other people's feeling if u wanted the same. face the reality. u cant just have whatever u wanted. u have to work for it. u cant expect anyone to give u every single thing that u wanted. think la. dont brag about what u have done for us. if u r not sincere with what u have done for us dont do it. we dont need it if u r not sincere. dont be selfish. do u really care about others? do u know about their feelings now? did u bother to ask? or u wanted us to asked u first? grow up please. nothing is easy in this world. do the right thing and u will get it back. karma. the way u do right now make others mad. its about u. u're the one who doesnt want to get over it. u did try but just for a while. for a few minute i guess then u'll back to ur attitude. then u'll blame us for not understanding u. hey. if u just try for a few minutes, there is no use. better dont try if u're being like that. u rather keep n do with ur attitude then be frankly with others. that is y this problem cannot be settled until now.

when will this situation ends?

hello people. i got a question for u.
there is a lump in a lump. the lump is harder than the lump.
so what is the lump?

haha. boringggg. :(

exam prob n stat dah hbs. ahernya. thank god. cptla hbs sem. wuu. :(

wuu. bosan. adoi. nasib esok kelas pkl 10 tp kelas prob n stat. tidakkkkkk!! tlg la. tlg hentikan prob n stat. waaaaa. :(

big apple ade bg kupon. yay! akan aku gunakan utk penuhkan perut aku dgn donut hari hari. :D

aku dah xde mood sgt la lately. tension kot. midterm quiz assignment. adoiii. :(

dah. enuff. penat. hopefully masok hospital. :)

it was a cold night. sbb hujan pt tadi. petir dan guntur pun kuat buat aku trbgn. isk isk.

mira dan yana dah balik. yay! welcome home. :D

so ape yg aku nak ckp ni ek. aku pun xtaw. aku main tulis je sbb aku nak tulis tp xde idea. huhu.

esok exam. waa. haruskah aku menghadapi exam tersebut? dah la prob n stat. grr. then hari khamis quiz company law. double grr. hari jumaat exam business management. double grr + arghh!. pack ar minggu ni. sob sob. cepat la minggu ni hbs. :(

seriously dude. u need to take a break. all the things that u have done does not bring any happines to u.when will u stop doing that? seriously dude. u have to think about other people's feeling. u cant just think about urself. it is so selfish. enough is enough dude. stop it. this is madness u know. why would u do such a thing? what more do u need? until when will u satisfied for what u have done? until people around u is dead and gone?think about it.

aku dah blur. waaa. dah la. nanti2 la aku buat lagi. babai.

just came home from melaka mall. jalan kaki. haha. gila la. aku keluar dgn kay yan alia n afiq g cari dress. then mira call tanye nak ikut x tgk wayang. so im like ok. we all watch confession of a shopaholic. suppose the movie started at 10.15 tp diorg beli tiket 1215. i asked kay to drop me at melaka mall. meet them at hore hore. then g mbo. watch the movie then masa nak balik tgk xde cab so jalan kaki je la. agak menakutkan la. sbb mlm n all of us are girls. dgn kereta laju n motor laju. org dlm kereta or atas motor kacau2. haih. penat ar. tp at least sampai rumah. alhamdulillah. sampai rumah smua nak mandi basuh muka smua. ye la. jaoh kot. its like going jungle trekking. haha. it is the last time we go to melaka mall to watch a late night movie without a car.

i wish i was hit by the fast car who passes us tonight

dah2. nak tdo. babai. :)

i need a dress. a black one if possible. wuu. ssh na juak jd org nok x byk dress, heels n anything for prom. it is not an actual prom for me. it is actually for law student. tp nyelit ajak la. kay mbk ba. haha. :D it is on next next week i guess. lupak juak. huhu.

ive been a stalker lately. boring ba. haha. bknnya ku ngaco org pun. i just read what people write. so salahkah tindakan itu? bknnya aku copy pun. haa. bknnya aku baca smua pun. just yg aku rasa aku nak baca. haha.

lately aku mala jak sakit palak. in this week i think 3 times already. bia ajak la. huhu. :)

just watch redline. i know i know people. its an old movie. not so old but lmk juak la. aku bok tauk ari sabtu rya n aku bok nangga rtok. haha. mun kazen aku x brk x la aku tauk. haha. pok na juak aku tok. haha. bia la. tp best juak la cta ya. mcm beysa mesti ada kereta crash then mati sbb bet all sort of things. haa.

friday the 13th the movie will be out next week according to yan la. aku mok nangga! i remember when i was in primary school i bought the part ntah brapa. i watch it.then for several weeks i cant sleep. haha. takut punya pasal. ne ndak. dak abg aku gk kaco kazen ku gk. ne ndak makin jadi. i remember masa aku darjah brapa ka. aku tgh mdk daknya tutup lampu n mdh "jason". lol. hopefully aku x tkt la nangga movie nya. amin. :) cta ya bknnya hantu2 ka pa. nya just mengejut n bunuh2. ya jak. tp aku tok trlalu pk glak ba. ne ndak. nak mdk pun tkt dlk. mala pk ne tauk ada jason ka pa kt tingkap. haa. well. budak kecik ba. haha.

tomorrow is saturday n xtauk nak plh pa. wuu. even mlm tok pun aku xtauk nak mlh pa. give me some idea.

aku rasa mcm nak maki je kau. blh x?

i need to buy lots of thing tp. haih. tkt x pake.

in my need-to-buy list

1. box. pake ngkah notes last sem. mesti tokrang pk aku mmbazir sbb blh dpt free jak. haha.
   
2. clothes. need new one. i need short. nok sampe lutut ya. haa.
   
3. lays. lamak x mkn. hehe. kt jj xda ba. isk isk.
   
4. pizza. im addicted to pizza. aww yeah!
5. ingredient for spaghetti aglio olio. dr ariya dah aku nak mlh tp x juak aku beli ingredient nya. haha.
   
6. slipper. slepa aku ya x lmk gk nakpts kali. adoi. crk kat jonker la. haha.
   
7. ink printer. mhl ba nok ori. tp mun beli nok refill sama ya juak cpt abis. lelah ajak nekan kdk nekan dadah (sbb pakai jarum khas for those who doesnt know. ada jak aku dicop isap dadah lak. IM NOT OK! I DONT TAKE DRUGS.) waiting for pc fair. arap2 murah la. huhu.
8. holga multicolour. i need it badly. haha. colournya menarik minat hati ku. apaka. haha.
9. new bedsheet. boring dah aku dgn bedsheet tok. bkn aku x pnh tka tp duak2 boring ba. aku mok bed sheet lembu kat jj ya!
10. black cardigan. seriously i need one. haih.
    

dah2. ckp buat masa ini. haha.

ok la. dah la. pjg dah cta. babai. :D

br je balik dr tgk fast n furious 4. best ar. tgk diorg racing. mcm nak tgk lagi je. nanti ar beli cd. hehe. g dgn diorg yana. 1st g jj. mkn kat kfc then jln2. ade satu seluar ni aku nak beli tp kotor. nak tuka tp dah xde saiz. sob sob. :( xpe la. huhu.

minggu ni 2 kali dah aku malu.

• 1st case.

aku br balik dr g mkn dgn housemate aku. kat situ org kdy tu pasang tv cte yg ganti spa q tu. aku x taw name die. ade lagu faizal tahir yg cuba kot. aku pun x taw name lagu tu. then lepas mkn aku g kelas. mase tu hujan so pakai la payung. then dah sampai campus aku jalan n dgn selambe aku g nyanyi "siapa sebenarnya aku pada mu" sambil tutup payung aku. aku nyanyi sbb nak hilang rasa tkt (konon la) then tba2 aku mcm trfikir ade ke x org kat blakang. skali tgk mmg ade. ade sorg cina ni kat blakang aku. aku pun trdiam. mesti die ingat aku ni gila sbb nyanyi sorg2 dgn kuat. haha

• 2nd case

hari rabu. aku n yan nak g kelas pkl 2. ktorg g awal. xde la awal sgt. 10 minit b4 pkl 2 je. then dah sampai kat dpn kelas aku pun dgn selambe bkk pintu. aku bkk pintu aku tgk org kt duduk dpn n tgh brdiri kat board. aku ingat la die classmate aku. then aku tgk smua mcm bkn org yg aku knl. barula aku taw aku slh masuk kelas. nasib baik aku trus ttp pintu n keluar mase lecturer tu tgk. org yg aku ingat classmate aku yg brdiri kat board tu la lecturer. haha. yan dah gelak hbs dah. haih. lepas tu ktorg g sembunyikan diri sampai smua blah. haha.

starting this month everybody will be bz. i mean we in mmu melaka campus. foundation people start their business week. some invent their own food n design n some just buy n sell. get what i mean? buy n sell is like u buy a large amount of chips n sell to other people just like that. haa. its nice to see how they create their own business which they have to go around the campus because they are not allowed to have a booth.

as for me. i have lots of assignment. n mid term exam n final is coming. grr. assignment due next week n next2 week n in may. hopefully there will be no more. i repeat. no more assignment. please. enuff with the midterm. im tired. penat. haa.

im addicted to this one song from slumdog millionaire. i keep singing it. haha. best ba. jgn jak aku g nyanyi lagu ya kuat2 otw g kelas gk. nang org cop aku gila la lkk ya. haa.

i wish to go back to the hospital again.

dah la. aku nak tdo dah. nite. :)