dora dtg lagi.

Thursday, July 17, 2008 at 10:51 PM
for my baby apish :
"Sorry"
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
 I missed you and things weren't the same
[Pre-Chorus:]
 Cause everything inside it never comes out right
 And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
[Chorus:]
 I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you
 And I know I can't take it back
 I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
 And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
 You get older and blame turns to shame
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
 The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
 Oh yeah sorry!
[Chorus]

oh sugar. im sorry for everything.im the reason we're like this. i know things are not gonna be the same anymore. im sorry. i love you.


ok. test tek ok2 la. mlh 3 slides jak. dah la pc hang tek. caka mena. alu simple ajak slides aku.
azyan tek bingong sbb nangga org yg sepatutnya sama time test ngan mekorg g test kol 10 ba. haha. menggelabah tol la. haha.

ok there's one guy. aku pun x tauk la phl ngan nya tp nya nunggah aku sarawak. bagey la ku xda nama. eee. kakya nungga puteri melatah sbb nya kuat melatah. ska alu jak kaco puteri. kesian nya ba. aiyer.nang gla la dat guy.

aku maseh dmm. flu. batok sore throat. amat membencikan.

oh ya. sok da konsert kami kat dp. mekorg g. yay! harap2 la best. ku x pnh nangga cta kami ya ba. pok kan aku? haha.

tadik ba. ku gk ilek2 lam bilit. kakya pintu dibkk. ku ingat roommate ku. kakya ku nangga sorg mpuan. then ku nebes sbb ingat ya org br. ku pk jak. skali nangga ya kwn room mate ku padu. haha. daknya tgh blaja akaun netok. lamak x blaja akaun eh. haha.

oh dear oh dear. what has happen to us. bingong palak ku mikir eh. :( somebody. please help me. i need some help.


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ya. unbelieveable kan? mek duak. i dont know how to say. mek duak salu kelai. everyday. latest nya nyuruh ku leave nya segal ku da kwn laki x pdh nya n aku bkontek dgn kwn laki ya. nya kinda x srh ku bkwn dgn laki. b, sapa x pnh bkwn dgn opposite sex b? think about it la. by bkwn ajak. bkn brgrk brskandel curang dgn daknya. KAWAN. K.A.W.A.N. heu. mekorg mala jak kelai. im sick of it. bknnya nyaman mun everyday kelai. ada2 jak hal nya x puas ati. heu.

aku dmm. sore throat flu batok. dammit. apis x tauk pun ku dmm. xda masa nak pdh nya. sbb mekorg salu kelai. heu.

rtok ku da test. lab test. comp. app. buat powerpoint. aiyer.dah pc kat lab mala hang. bencik ku ba. huhu.

dah la. ku nak mdk lok. haha. tadik ku bgn pun azyan kol ba. keke.

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hai :)

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 at 8:30 AM
uuuuu. erm. pa mok cta owh. haha. xtauk pa mok cta.

aku mok dmm. :(

waaaaaaa. aku borink. suppose g swim dgn daknya tp aku mls. mls nak g ixora. huhu.

dah la. bai. :D

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save me

Sunday, July 13, 2008 at 7:08 PM
im in melaka now. dah blt marek. going to shah alam is ok la. tgl kat umah sya. men ngan adiknya yaya. kiut ada jak. ska ngaco kakak nya ya. haha. she's 5 yr old.

mekorg g kl on friday at 9 pm. nait bas. 1st time sya net bas g jaoh2. n nya tkt. haha. kakya ok la nya. we arrive at kl at 11pm. her father pick us up at pudu then g shah alam. b4 blt umah mekorg g mkn kat bintang walk cafe. waiter nya org jawa. cali da jak cara nya ckp. sya ska ngaco nya. haha. ngek sya ya. then blt. eh x anta marly g umah kakaknya lok then blt. mekorg nangga cta prom night b4 tdo. tp sya tdo lok. mek duak kay nangga. haha. otnd, mekorg bgn. plan mok g ts tp x jd mok g mid x jd then g sg wang. nait ktm. khairil mok ambik mekorg. oh ya i forgot. nya pun blt juak masa dgr ku g shah alam. gago jak. then khairil ambik la mekorg kat kl sentral. then g la sg wang. skali nangga nya xtauk jln padu. haha. ngek khairil ya. i wonder how u boleh sampe kl. haha. lol. then dah xda parking mekorg g parking kat lot 10 then jln. aku sempat beli loar romp kat lot 10. keke. oh romp. haha. mekorg jln2 kat sg wang. jumpa azyan n adik nya. then sya beli loar pa indah. then mekorg mok blt. sbb mok g bon odori. sad thing is mekorg x sempat pegi. sob sob. waaa. otw blt shah alam. mekorg sesat. khairil pun hal sbb nya xtauk jln. aiyer. he send us home. tp nya blt umah nya jap la ambik brg. then g isik minyak then g anta mek duak blt. sya tdo otw home. dkt2 nak sampe bok bgn. haha. then mekorg bt la. kakya siap mok g bon odori skali nangga dah abis dah. khairil pdh. grrr. waaa. x sempat. sungguh frust. then mekorg g nait blt then nangga movie. nak nangga movie congkak tp scary glak. haha. tp tka. nangga my moms new boyfriend. lalala. x abis mekduak nangga. then tdo kakya pagi bgn g sarapan then lunch then ilek jap then g giant.sya beli brg. then blt umah siap2 then blt.yaya nangis masa sya blt. ala. sian nya. mekorg btolak 9 pm then sampe 11 pm juak. haha. bpk sya ambik kwn nya kat bangi then bok g melaka. huhu. kay bought us jco donut. n azyan bought us cupcakes. huhu. im carving for big apples choreo donut. :( i want 1. sob sob. abg ku da soh beli big apple. ku soh la khairil beli k abg ku jak. k ku x pyh la. ku dah nyusah nya ba. huhu. kempunan aku. haha. lol.

aku meningatkan khairil kpd ex nya. syifa. i wanted to meet this girl. khairil pdh the way i talk the way i merajuk sama kdk ex nya. he miss her.rya nya nangga ex nya jln ngan grk br nya. so he. u know la. sad. alu msg aku. pdh sal ya.

my 4 month anniversary wasnt great as i expected. mekorg kelai n nya xmok celebrate. aku wish nya xmok bls blt. every msg i put appy anniversary b but sigek pun nya xda eply. otnd bok nya eply ya pun nya soh ku stop wish nya gya. huhu. dah.

eh. dah la. ku mok mdk.lalalala.

babai.

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its e v e n i n g

Friday, July 11, 2008 at 3:58 AM
oh hai. :)

she's still the best. i know. walaupun nya x mdh. i know. u cant forget about her. i know u wont forget about her. im sorry. im sorry i cant make u happy as she used to do to u. im sorry.im sorry im not like her. im sorry i wont be the best as she is. she's the best. i know. u just dont want to admit it. im sorry.

tomorrow is our 4 month anniversary. yup. 4 month.

im going to shah alam tonite. 9 pm. mmbawa diri with my fren. jgn doa aku selamat sampe sbb aku doa aku x selamat sampe. only me. not others.

bye.

if im not around anymore. please take care of urself. :)

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things r not like what we've expected

Wednesday, July 9, 2008 at 10:39 AM
its 1.40 in the monink. aku ada kelas kol 8 pagi. but i cant sleep.

mekorg kelai tok tek. ndak alah2 kelai eh. hmm. nya mdh aku dah brubah since ku kat ctok. i know im the worst kan darling? trok gk dr ex b ya. i know b. i know. xpyh mok tapok2. hmm.

dear,u dont know how much i love u. only God know.no words can describe how much i love u b. i know we argue a lot. ya. really2 a lot. n everyday. kan b? smua sbb by kan? im sorry i cant be perfet. i cant be like u wanted me to be. im sorry by dah kecewakan b kan? sorry b. by salu kecewakan b. kecik kan ati b. by x pande jaga ati grk kan b? by jaik kan b? sorry by x pande jaga ati grk. im so sorry. im sorry that i've ruined everything. ur hopes,ur expectation. im sorry.by tauk sorry x ckp. xkan pnh ckp. by tauk by yg salu salah ba. by mmg salu salah. n brmasalah.
im sorry kta jd daktok sbb by. :(

dont worry bout me darl. ill be ok. ya. im trying to be ok.

i cried tonite. in front of my fren n 3 guys. haha. masa ya ku g library. lkk ku call apish ku net atas then trus tundok. they called my name n i started to cry. then ku cta la phl. hmm.

kay ada cta ngan mekorg sal grk kwn nya ninggal marek marek sbb accident. the guy chinese the girl malay. the girl died. innalillahwainnalilahirojiun. sbb accident masa nak g apot KL. nya blaja kat overseas. nya mok blt bintulu jumpa grk nya. tp hajat x sampe. she died. then we just know that the girl's mum also died sbb trkejut her only daughter has died in accident. now. tggl her daddy jak. so sad. really.i cried when kay told me the story. siapa sangka kan secepat ya mpuan ya tgglkan grk nya parents nya n her friends n how fast her mother followed her. may u rest in peace. smoga arwah ditempatkan di dlm syurga. the guy tgh bsedih netok. who doesnt kan? grk ninggal. owh. how i wish i could replace that girl. bkn makna ku x syg nyawa kdrk. tp ntah la. huhu. be strong ok guy? she's watching u rite now n do the best thing u can do for her n make her proud of u. she'll be happy if u're happy.

ada bon odori this sat. i know darl. its our anniversary. hmm. aku g kl. n stay a night kat cya kat umah sya. aku ngan kay la. ari ahad mekorg blt.

erm. ku nak tdo la dolok. dah aher dah tok. hmm. nite.


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oh hariku

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 at 12:01 AM
haha. lmk ku x update eh. keke. aaa. ap ku mok cta. byk ku mok cta tok. keke.

rya. on saturday night mekorg g mmu awards. best la juak. nangga lightings nya. kdk aim la. haha. the food is ok2 la. theme nya mlm ya tradisional or formal. aku k yukata ku gk! :D n once again aku jd center of attention. haha. aku sorg jak k bj ya eh. bna. nok len ku nangga byk k formal n bj kurong. ada one guy nya k chinese pun style la. masa ku sampe ku ingat org x gago ba ku k bj gya. aku punya la malu alu mok k bj ya. kwn ku mejal ku pake. so g la salon tek mlh rambut.simple jak la. haha. then 7.30 tggu bas n g seri negeri. mekorg dudok kat meja no. 2. khairil ada juak. gago ba nya ya. isk. nyesal ku tnyk nya g ka x. grrr. byk la awards diberik. aku pun x ingat. haha. ada performance juak. ada 3 org belagu. 1 girl 2 guys. salah sorg laki ya adik adibah noor nama norman noor. n ada tarian melayu n india. nyanyian nasyid n orchestra cina. masa orchestra ya mekorg chow then ada 1 chinese guy tahan ku mdh nya mok ambik gmba ngan aku. so. im like oh ok. haha. then ada international student ambik gamba ngan aku. nya mdh nya ska nangga bj ku. :) then ada indian n sapa ndak gk ka. aku pun x ingat. haha. then ada 1 photographer ambik gamba ku alone. haha. malu ku eh. kakya masa mekorg gk tggu bas ku gk dudok ba then ada 1 malay gurl tnyk ku cne ku beli bj tok. ku pdh la ka ebay. then nya tnyk aku dr cne. ku pdh la malaysia. nya tnyk gk ku malay ka ku pdh aok. nya nangga ku dgn hairan n pdh owh ok. haha. ada sorg laki nya pake kdk pak arab. namanya wong. classmate kay dolok. haha. kiut nya eh. haha.

ok. aku rasa mcm ku dah x ska nina. wait. cancel the rasa mcm. its MEMANG! bencik ku ngan nya. asa cam annoing jak mun nya ada kat tepi ku. rya masa business maths cikgu soh plh duak question sambil ya salin apa nya aja kat dpn. so mekduak azyan plh la tek. then dah mok anta ya ku ngkah paper ku sama dgn azyan ba. masa ku mok angkat ya ku nangga azyan pgg sigek paper ku tnyk nya ne paper ku kakya ku nangga nina bok nak salin. dah miss mok kluar. mis dah kluar bok nina nak abis cpy. aku bengang gler ngan nya time ya. aku tpaksa lari kepong miss mok nganta paper ya. nasib bait sempat. mun x. grrr. dah la marek. isk. bencik ku eh. marek masa mekorg g toilet time english ku blt ku nangga pencil case nya atas meja aku. MAKA MEJA NYA ADA BA! dah la menggedik jak keja nya ya. isk. dah la CURIK LAGU ORG! COPYCAT KAU YA! XDA KEJA LEN KA? SMUA ORG NAK DICOPY KAU! FIND UR OWN IDENTITI LA WEH!!!grrr. mekorg smua x ska ngn nya. dah la nya pijak bantal sya nok sya pake tdo ya. nya langkah sya gk. eeee. nya x pande respek org ba. kakak senior nok sebilit ngan nya pun x ska ngan nya ya. she doesnt know hot to respect people ba. eee.

enuff with her. haha.

pina dah pass dah nok bukit ya. yay! dpt la nya mbk ku jln2 mun ku blt lak. haha.

awww. i mish my chenta. chenta. wait for me k? i'm coming soon. :)

eh. aku lupak ambik laundry. aiyo. haha.

rtok ujan ba. sjok ba. dah la sweater ku knk cuci. blanket ku pun. waaaa!

dah la. ckp la tok. lak2 ku update gk.

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