sunshine above my head

i cant help but being jealous with people who owns what i want in a relationship. we are living in our kind of relationship lifestyle. some knows our story some doesn't. My friend said i'm a tough cookie, have high level of patience. i admit i do. that's because i kept it in my heart, not letting it out.

i wanted you to be proud of me. i want when you see me and you'll say "that's my girl" with a proud face when u're with ur friends. i wanted to be the kind that make ur friends say "u're a lucky man" and you can smile all day long.

i wanted to be beautiful in your eyes. the only one that u'll cherish for the rest of your life. i wanted to be the girl that would not make u cheated on me and flirt with other girl. i wanted to be the one that you will never lie to.

i know i might be pain in the ass sometimes, getting mad or sulk or grumble or anything, but i did because i love and care not because it is my hobby or something.