sunshine above my head

hello people. its almost 10.30. aku xtaw nak buat ape. so let me write here ok?

ok. my friend keep calling me syaniza rali (my real name) or syaniza a/p rali( yan yg buat). they know that i dont like to be called like that. reason: i dont like my name. i know. sound ungrateful kan? tp thats what i feel. in those day i used to think why my mum give me this name n what is the meaning of syaniza? i try to look for the meaning. but idk where to find. huhu. only GOD know the meaning kan. everytime my teacher called my name im like merepak sendiri. so ungrateful la me. then. when i came here in mmu my friend keep calling me that. face to face msg ym or whatsoever. they know i dont like but they keep saying that. so im like layan je la. the more they call me syaniza the more i. erm. the more i ntah la. biar mayb. i tend to not so mad when they call me like that.i tend to not hate my name anymore. haa. adala ckit2 but better than dolok. im a gud girl ba. haha. lol. perasan.

ok. next. aku g baca2 blog org tadi. then i realise yg most of the blog yg aku baca diorg guna english n they seems like they want to show that they can speak or write in english. but soo not. most of them broken. ok. kalau nak talk in english i dont mind. even aku pun guna english kadang2. aku ngaku aku kadang2 ade la broken gak tp xla sebroken diorg. aku sdr english aku xde la perfect sgt sampai tahap mcm org putih punye. sbb aku sdr la aku x pakai sgt. buat ape nak show off kan kalau x bgs. kalau ayat tunggang langgang xyah la. ckp je la bahasa lain. bahasa sendiri kan ade. asal xnak guna. bknnya xleh campo2 dlm satu post. up to u la nak design nak tulis mcm mane tp xyah la tulis sampai ayat pun jadi x betul. org nak baca pun x paham sgt. haa. bkn aku nak kutuk tp ni opinion aku je. xleh terima tu korg punye pasal la. haa. smua org bleh bg opinion sendiri. its just opinion ok.

haih. aku benci sakit tekak. buat aku ssh nak mkn. isk. chocotop punya pasal. sob sob. :( i want to eat. wuu. perut aku mcm perut gajah. seriously. tp badan mcm cicak or cacing. x pandai nak besa2. wuuu. dulu xplak aku mcm ni. haih.

dah2. need to rest. :)