oh weee

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 at 12:03 PM
currently:
chatting with gajah
listening to warwick avenue by duffy. i like that song. damn nice. im addicted to it. really.
u think u loving but u dont love me~ i want to be free baby u've heard me~ :D

aku lapa.
rasa mcm nak mkn.
dlm fikiranku :
choreo,roti bom manis kat subaidah,apa gk tek owh. ada sigek gk.lupak. haha.

i saw a very nice view pg tek. agak ceria. really. syg ku x ambik gamba
the view is:
gajah walking with her gf nak g kelas.

aku n azyan gelak. bkn gelak sbb lucu. aku gelak krn sakit. damn hurt. azyan brkata sesuatu kat aku. n apa yg nya pdh mmg btol. n nya pdh gya sbb nya xmao nangga aku cam. adala. haha. ne leh pdh ctok. :D

ok. rtok agak. ntah la. bgn kol 10 sbb kelas kol 8 cancel sbb ada nok ptptn ya so g kelas comp app kol 11. g mkn lok then nangga view yg indah ya n g kelas. miss ngkah nama aku n azyan n puteri kat barred list. dammit. tp nya pdh sbb nya x update gk nok org tuka kelas lab g rabu. thank god.theng mkn. kakya g fundamental jap. kluar kol 2. maka kelas abis kol 3. gara2 ptptn. aku tmn alia puteri ngan azyan. so ku tggu kat luar. jumpa myra n byk gk la. x trkabir ku nak pdh smua. haha. i cried just now. sbb pressure glak dibuat oleh apis. hmm. nya pdh something ba. kakya daknya abis ptptn ya g jj mkn. g kopibin jumpa gajah then g mkn kat fudcourt jj. mkn teppanyaki then g kopibin gk. kakya blt. btw aku drive tek. drive keta alia sbb nya lelah. haha. mlm kol 8 suppose ada test. skali nangga postpone kol 9.30 so daknya agak bengang la then cancel. sian liew tze wei. aiya. kakya g mkn tp ku x mkn. haha. kakya blt la. grk alia dok lam bonet. haha. nya maok glak. tp nasib dkt. haa.

honestly :
aku rasa ku nak smoke tek. ckit gk nak beli tp aku tahan. haha. im a good girl. :P

aku mok mkn aku mok mkn!
haha

marek ku g nangga gajah men bola. 1st time ku nangga nya men bola. haha. n bola ckit gk knk aku. cubala ku x alih owh. haha.

ala. gajah dah nak tdo. sok ku sambong gk la k?
babai.

p/s to gajah:
b, i love u. u know that kan? eventhough sometime what u do it hurts me. example tadik but i still love u. baby, if u cant leave her i'll surrender. seeing both of u tadik make me feel guilty towards ur gf. if she knows about us she'll say i'm the one who take u away from her. n people around us who know about us might say kmk tok perampas grk org bitch n whatsoever. i dont want to be called like that b. n me. its killing me. knowing that u're still someone elses n not fully mine n not officially mine. i'll wait but sampe bila ktk nak mlh kmk daktok b? we're hiding n pretending. who am i n what am i b? what should i tell people who ask me what is my status. xkan kmk nak mdh in a relationship with someone but that someone is someone elses. mek tauk mek menyusahkan b dgn mala jak pdh daktok. but its how i feel. i know ktk pun bingong (or not) dgn situasi tok. kmk lebih bingong dr ktk. it seems like u dont want to leave her. apis did pdh something about this. n it kills me too. nya mala pdh2 ba. heu. i love u. i really do.


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