my dearest apis,
i'm soo damn sorry for wasting ur time loving me. i'm so sorry. i've made u cry. i'm sorry. how i wish i didn't do this to u. oh baby i'm so sorry. kejap jak kta kan? x sampe sebulan. i know u wish we could last longer than that. but i'm sorry that i've had to called it off. it's not ur fault. it's my fault. i'm the bad one. not u. tp kmk x curang aaa. xda alu kmk curang. ska ngan julz pun xda aie. mekorg kwn jak. jgn slh paham. mirul mesti mrh ngan kmk kan? i know. mmg nya mrh ngan kmk sbb pts gya jak. reasons pun x la btol glak. but hey. it's my decision. i've got to do what i;ve got to do. oh darling. knk la kmk knk mlh ktk kdk tok. u're too good for me dear. too good for this lil devil. i'm not for u. crk la princess ktk yg lebih sesuai dr kmk. i'm not the one. kmk x berhak dpt ktk. ktk angel. kmk devil. two different world. i know i wont get to find another men like u. u're irreplaceable. u're the best. i do appreciate u but it's not fair for me to keep it. u shud be with someone else. not me. mayb someday we'll be back together again. mayb. insyaallah. kwn mek smua pdh girl y r u doing this to him. he love u soo damn much. it's not easy to get someone like him. y u let him go? i do this for him babes. not for me. i'm used to be with a bad boy. with angel like that i'll be a bad girl. i'll ruin him babes. i don't want to do that. he's just too special for me. someone that other girl shud be taking care of. dearie apis. thank god kita maseh kwn. we'll be best frens. u can share with me anything. if u got prob just tell me. i'll be there for u. i'll help u. oh our memories. i'll keep it inside my heart like i do with alip. i'll always remembered the memories. i'm sorry i cant be the best for u. i wish i could. i guess this is the end. of our love relationship. i'll always cherish u.
in loving memory
apiSya
start: 28/12/2007
end: 20/1/2008
i must not continue writting about it. i'll shower with tears if i do.
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